Gorgeous Taylor Steven's Transformation from BBW to Slim waisted busty glamour girl.

[The Thing]

Re: Gorgeous Taylor Steven's Transformation from BBW to Slim waisted busty glamour gi

She is fantastic!

 

[Metalmania]

Re: Gorgeous Taylor Steven's Transformation from BBW to Slim waisted busty glamour gi

Damm, hard to believe it's the same girl on first sight! She looks awesome! Will vote for her!

 

[absolutehell]

Re: Gorgeous Taylor Steven's Transformation from BBW to Slim waisted busty glamour gi

Damm, hard to believe it's the same girl on first sight! She looks awesome! Will vote for her!

Indeed,Metalmania.It's really hard to believe, but she has done it all to please fans like you and me.Ain't she really kind because of that?
Thank you for deciding to vote her.Please keep voting her in adult model and cam girl categories which she's specifically eyeing.Thanks a lot

She is fantastic!

No doubts about that,The Thing.Please keep voting her in above categories.

Awesome pics,I just voted for Tay in all the categories that she's running in....Go Tay!

Thank you, jlm555.Thanks a lot.Please keep votingin all categories, but always do for adult model and cam girl categories in which she has bigger chances.

 

[TAYSTEVENS]

Re: Gorgeous Taylor Steven's Transformation from BBW to Slim waisted busty glamour gi

Hey guys just wanted to thank you all for your continued voting ! Here is my blog post for you guys

Hey guys...well this is the first time im heading somewhere COLDER then Toronto lol. I havent been feeling great lately and have a lot going on but got these tickets a while ago and am super excited to go to the game on Sunday. I will be sure to try to catch the cameramens eyes like I did at the buffallo game I went to. I will be first row at the 50 yard line section 109 ! Keep your eyes out for me ! Maybe I can distract Brett lol

I have never been to Minny and actually am really looking forward to seeing the city itself.. of course the mall of america but I know minny has beautiful things to see and do ! Im excited. I know that its going to be covered in snow but I have my fuzzy warm boots and tight fitting sweaters and I am ready !!

Please keep voting for me HERE there are 6 more days to advance to the third round and I have to be in top 25 for miss freeones and the top 15 in all other categories. SO please please www.vote4tay.com I need you guys !!

Make sure you all get your free screename cause I have a few suprises this weekend @ the free fanclub ! Who says I cant wear a bikini to the game ? LOL Keep posted guys and I will be online this weekend as well. SO make sure you keep your eyes posted on the tv then on me on your computers.

Love you lots

xoxo

Tay

 

[blackbull1970]

Re: Gorgeous Taylor Steven's Transformation from BBW to Slim waisted busty glamour gi

Liked her better when she was thicker.

She looks fake in these pics.

 

[absolutehell]

Re: Gorgeous Taylor Steven's Transformation from BBW to Slim waisted busty glamour gi

Liked her better when she was thicker.

She looks fake in these pics.

Okay, might be your opinion, but she's nothing like fake.She's the perfect doll.

 

[TAYSTEVENS]

Re: Gorgeous Taylor Steven's Transformation from BBW to Slim waisted busty glamour gi

HEY GUYS !! Some liked me bigger some like me smaller the thing is I did what I had do for my health and for me to be better healthier and happier I was on the brink of diabetes. I got really thin at one point and realized that that isnt a good wieght for me. So im happy at 135 and am sorry for those who liked me when I was bigger. I liked me when I was bigger too I was obv confident enough then to put myself out there in the magazines and be webcamming and be the number one webcam girl at 300lbs too. So im sorry I cant make everyone happy but I totally understand and appreciate your comments still.

Thank you all so much for your votes I know round two ends soon I have been in detroit and havent had access to internet. It seems I have dropped a couple spots in my best cam girl category and havent moved in adult model. I even had a sign at the game yesterday that said "brett makes me wet" and i had www.vote4tay.com on there lol. ! I really hope to win one of these categories. I finally got internet leaving detroit today.. but wanted to thank you all for your continued voting. When I get home ill be able to take more time to go through the posts im driving from detroit so be home later today ! And my gallery is up for you guys here on freeones !
Here is my blog post for you guys :

Hey guys !! Well its getting around that time again. The snow has fallen lol esp in Minnesota so has the roof lol... Im actually on the airplane right now on my way to detroit to see the vikings play in the lions stadium since the metrodome collapsed when starting to write this blog bug the last couple days in detroit i havent been able to use the internet to finish it so im finishing it on this lovely tuesday !. But the snow just reminded me that its Xmas time and I hope you are all enjoying the holidays and enjoying the fun stuff to do in the snow. I cant believe how crazy this trip was the snow was unreal ! But it was beautiful its so pretty when it falls and with my fuzzy boots I just feel like a snow bunny lol. So i say let it snow let it snow let it snow. Im from Toronto Canada so I know all about snow and crazy snow storms but to see the metrodome roof collapse like that wow.

So I came to Minny in the middle of a snow storm and then left to see the game in detroit. Hopefully this plane lands safe (it did) and hopefully I make it to the game (i did) and you see me bouncing around on Tv for the vikings ( i was lol). Me and Allen exchanged a few looks and me and favre waved and henderson had a crush on me i think. Now you know im driven lol ! Im a true vikings fan to endure everything I just endured lol.

Now, I know santa has me on his naughty list but him and I have an agreement lol. Ive been very naughty but he likes it. I love sitting on his lap lol that dirty old man lol. Have you all been naughty or nice ? Whats the naughtiest thing youve done this year and the nicest ? Id love to hear that lol. Ive been very naughty so I'll pick one of the naughty things ive done for instance, masturbating on a plane under the blanket and having one of the best mile high orgasms ever ! As for being nice, I feel like I do something nice every day. I just wanna put smiles on peoples faces. I pay it forward and I do everything I can for family,friends, strangers. I just want to make everyone happy sometimes I try super hard I know I cant save the world in a day but I sure can try right ? Boobies for world peace lol.

I hope you all have an amazing xmas but this is just one post before xmas..when they called me in for the job of santas little helper I had no idea what was in store for me lol I was santas big busted helper. I had a great time doing these pics and remember free fanclub members get acess to alllll my pics and vids and im uploading this very very naughty set to the free fanclub so grab ure free screenname and lets spread (literally) the holiday cheer ! You will love this stuff. I sure know how to hold a big ..ummm.. candy cane lol. Hope you like more to come.

Also, dont stop voting for me in the freeones competition please I really want to win best adult model and best cam girl so VOTE HERE this means a lot to me and I thank you all that take the time to vote every day, it doesnt go unnoticed and def not unrewareded because if I win its a free boobie and oil show for everyone its time to get messy !

Love you tons,

xoxo

Tay aka santas little (big boobied) helper

 

[TAYSTEVENS]

Re: Gorgeous Taylor Steven's Transformation from BBW to Slim waisted busty glamour gi

Hi again guys.. thanks so much for getting me to round three.. even having a chance among such beautiful ladies means a lot. Ive been dealing with a lot latley and the wonderful support and comments here mean a lot. This is a great place to meet some pretty great people, im glad to be a part of it and win or lose I will remain a part of it because ive made really good friends here. Theres something to be said about fans that keep pushing for you and keep doing their part and taking time out of their day to help you. Right now i want to cherish every moment and everyone. Thank you so much for everything guys.. live like your dying are my words right now. Hugs..
Here is my blog posting for you guys all updates are at www.taystevens.com

Hey guys ! I love answering your questions its so awesome being interviewd by the people I love the most my fans !! You guys rock ! Whether its good comments, great questions or bad comments and idiocy I still love to answer it. Ive been so open with my fans from the very beginning. I love knocking your socks off while you get your rocks off ! heheh. Its so cool to get to know you on a deeper level. And of course ive always been an open book with my fans and I love letting you get to know me more and more.

So here are some more formspring questions for you guys ! Make sure you join the free fanclub this week cause I have a ton of surprises in store for you guys ! Its a free screenname away and you get to see me play
woot.

And guys I NEED YOU BAD !! I need you to VOTE for me in this third round for best adult model, best cam girl and best ocsm. I have to win one category so I need you all. If you register @freeones your vote is worth 4 times more so register @ freeones and hit up www.vote4tay.com and check my boxes !

1. Whats the strangest compliment you've ever recieved from someone ?
I get soo many compliments and they range from "i love your glasses' to your tits are huge and so on but I thing not strange but different was " you have amazing teeth" im like thanks ! I love that because a smile means so much to so many people. And the weirdest one was like " your so hot you look so much like my sister" i was like ummm k bye lol.

2. What sport were you involved in in high school ?
Well I was very active basketball, volleyball and cheerleading but I had to choose 1 sport so I chose volleyball and I rocked it my boobies were bouncing every where. I may be short but I was power and my spike could kill you lol Besides I think the whole basketball team and boys loved to stay and see me play after school for practice. We were really good ! I may be short but boy can I jump

3. Shame on you !
Lol... umm k.. noo shame on YOU ! What exactly should I be ashamed of ? I love my life I love what I do and I love my fans. I put myself out there and I am 100% happy with my decisions and stand by them. You on the other hand post an anonymous comment with no name and no explanation I just looked down and I think I have more balls then you. Pussy. (i just hate trolls like that)

4. Do you know Jimmy Choo ?
Lol... i know him and his shoes. If i knew him personally I would have a house dedicated to shoes alone lol. But yes I love Choo.

5. Have you or do you ever want to do something with Tori Black ?
Tori and I had an encounter in Miami by the pool she is amazing and extremely sexual and beautiful. So yes I have and Yes I would !

6. Song of the moment ?
Right now absolutley Nicki MInaj Fly... thats my song those are my lyrics esp now with everything im dealing with. Not to mention her voice is fkn beautiful.

7. Dream gift right now ?
Superbowl tickets and Nicki Minaj concert tickets... but you can all check out my wishlist for those that asked to purchase somethings for me. I do send a gift back

8. Would you either be rich and miserable or dead broke and happy ?
This is an easy answer for me. Money cant buy hapiness. It buys you comfort, luxery and temporary hapiness but its not real. Id rather be really truly happy from the inside out then rich and unhappy. I would hate to end up like those wives who have the rich husband who nevr pays attention to her and she just goes and spends his money. What kind of life is that ? I dunno not one for me . Im not saying I would want to be broke either but I would def not want to be miserable.

9. Tay, I know you love sports and are great with sportsbetting whats the line on the Saints game.. I know your vikings lost but help us that dont know much about sportsbetting..
Woot I love sportsbetting and Im damn good at it lol. I had a 14 pic parlay the other week and who screwed me .. green bay by losing to the lions lol. Todays line on the saints is +2 for the spread and the money line is +115 the ravens are favoured here but I have a good feeling about the saints. As for the vikings it sucks this year that they fucked up so bad. Theres a lot of talent on that team. I got to see them live though at the 50 yard line 1st row !

10. Im sorry to hear about everything your going through. Just know We love and care about you very much.
Thank you so much, now is a very trying time for me. But i know im a fighter inside and its amazing to know I have the support of my fans. Thank you all so so much.

I will be online at the freefanclub later so make sure you get your free screenname and come see all the NEW vids and pics im uploading !

DONT FORGET TO VOTE !

xoxo
Tay

 

[TAYSTEVENS]

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Hey guys.. wanted to thank you all again for your votes and keeping me going. Im glad that I have you in my corner. Im going through a tough time right now and your support and encouragement is amazing. My recent blog update is about hanging xmas ornaments have you hung yours yet ?.
Love you tons here are my jingle boobie bells... dont forget to join the free fanclub at www.playwithtay.com
xoxo
Tay
www.taystevens.com
www.vote4tay.com

 

[HeLovesPorn]

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Hey guys.. wanted to thank you all again for your votes and keeping me going. Im glad that I have you in my corner. Im going through a tough time right now and your support and encouragement is amazing. My recent blog update is about hanging xmas ornaments have you hung yours yet ?.
Love you tons here are my jingle boobie bells... dont forget to join the free fanclub at www.playwithtay.com
xoxo
Tay
www.taystevens.com
www.vote4tay.com

You are most certainly welcome, Ms Stevens! :bowdown:

And we shall all continue to vote for you every day as well as support you. I loved your naughty Santa comments (heh heh) and I'm glad you enjyoed your recent trip here to the U.S. Love Canada a lot myself and have two good friends in the greater Toronto area. Stay cool!

 

[TAYSTEVENS]

Re: Gorgeous Taylor Steven's Transformation from BBW to Slim waisted busty glamour gi

Hi again guys.. thank you all for keeping me in your thoughts and for giving me your support and your votes. I wanted to fill you all in on whats going on since many of you have asked. Here are some more christmas pics for you and a blog update. Im really lucky and glad to be surrounded by such beautiful women and men. Love you guys. !

AN OPEN HEART.. FROM MINE TO YOURS
Hey guys..I didnt want to have to post this blog, because its christmas and I wasnt sure if posting was right or not. I have always been an open book to my friends and fans, I have always let you see good bad and ugly. I debated over this because it is a very personal issue and a very trying time for me but I decided that Im not changing who I am because something is too personal. You guys have supported me loved me and been there through all my ups downs good times bad times. So I write this because I am staying true to me and to you. A lot of you know ive been dealing with a lot of health issues latley sprining back from november after glamourcon. I have given some details but I havent really told everyone whats going on and a lot of you have been concerned. A few friends close to me told me not to mention the truth about whats going on because it will bring back a lot of negative from people who have ill will, are jealous, mean spirited and so on. I know that there are a few that will be happy and relish in the fact that something bad is happening to me because it brings in a positive for them. (believe it or not there are some mean ass people out there).

I am writing this with tears in my eyes because im scared, im scared and im frustrated and angry. You all know me as the bubbly loveable taylor, that i am. But we all have a side we hate to bring out but it comes out from time to time. I try hard to give you all the best of me all the time, but every superman has their kryptonite. This blog post is only for those who want to know whats going on and care. I could use your prayers and your love right now.

Back in Long beach at glamourcon, I was feeling a lot of pain after the flight there and went through a lot of pain, at first I thought it was muscle pain and tried the icy hot patches and massages, but the day of glamourcon I all of a sudden got very cold and sick and felt this stabbing pain in my chest, back and side. I went to the emergency room where they did a ton of tests on me and then proceeded to tell me I needed a biopsy because there was a mass a large mass in my chest between my heart and lungs. Thinking I was going back to Canada soon I thought I could deal with the pain and then face the doctors when I got back home, so I discharged myself from St. Mary's in longbeach and went back to the hotel. I still managed to do a photoshoot that day but then that night the pain got worse and worse and I had to go to emergency where they kept me overnight and performed a biopsy to see if this tumor was begnin. After a few days I found out that the tumour was begnin but it had to be removed as soon as possible because its already very large and growing and if its not removed soon it would become malignant.

After arriving home I had a doctors appt right away, and had all the information from the hospital, including CT scan and what not. The pain still is as it was unbearable. The doctor here wanted me to have another biopsy right away because the hospital in Long beach did not get enough tissue to test. The other day I went for the lung biopsy and it was one of the most painful things I ever had to experience. It wasnt supposed to hurt but my lung collaspsed during the biopsy and the pain is practically unbearable even with pain killers.

I got to see the tumour and its sitting on my heart between my lungs and heart and is in a very dangerous spot. The doctors diagnosis was that it was originally diagnosed as a Thymoma however the new biopsy was to test for Lymphoma. I wont find out the results of that biopsy till Xmas eve morning. (merry xmas to me). My surgeon wanted to schedule a surgery asap regardless of the outcome so today I had my preop which included a bunch of tests, nurses telling me how much pain im going to be in and that I will have to be in the hospital 5 days minimum including new years eve. My surgery date is scheduled for december 30th, the doctor was on vacation during that time and is coming in specifically to do my surgery due to the severity of it. On Xmas eve.. when santa is delivering his presents I will find out if it is cancer or not. Either way its a double edged sword. If the tumor is begnin the surgery will go as scheduled on December 30th which includes severe pain, scars, and high risk of something going wrong because of the size of the tumour (its huge) and location, If its cancer then the chemotherapy begins and with that comes side effects.

Im still trying to digest the thought that I may have cancer and that this is happening to me. Im being brutally honest here with everyone because the emotion I feel right now is intense and there are not many people in my life that I have to share this news with. My first thought was what scars ? no way im not doing it. How unreal is that ? Im faced with life and death and my first thought was cosmetic. Its hard to even say out loud. Right now im in the hurry up and wait till friday moment. Im in a lot of pain and im trying to be strong and carry on like normal but its a struggle. Im just really sad and angry at a lot of things right now. But im really lucky when I think about who I have in my corner and that I have a lot of people who love and care about me and genuinely see me as person and not just some model or just big tits etc. I wanted to open up about this sooner but I was hesitant for many reasons. But If i wasnt true to you guys I wouldnt be true to myself.

I want to thank all of you who are still voting every day at
www.vote4tay.com and for those of you who ask me every day how my hospital visit went etc, for the emails, the flowers, the cards the gifts and mainly the kind words. You are all amazing. I know there are those of you who are reading this ( you know who you are) that are hoping for the worst for me, and thats fine but I will pull through this. I will stay strong. I have been through hell and back in my life and I wont let a little cancer stop me. I just wanted you all to know that I havent not been around because I didnt want to be. This is what ive been dealing with every day. Driving to the hospital has become a regular thing. Bloodwork, chest x rays, etc have been plentiful.

Im sad to say I wont be at the AVN's this year because I will be spending new years in the hospital and have to stay a minimum of 5 days if there are no complications. Im really upset to be missing the AVN's and seeing my fans and bouncing around for you guys. I will be online though at the free fanclub from now till surgery and as soon as the doctor gives me the okay after that. Im sorry to be the downer during this time of year, I just had to let this out and let you all know whats really going on. Please wish me luck , your prayers and your well wishes and thoughts mean everything to me. Friday is judgment day.

I wish you all an amazing xmas and a great new year ( we all need a great new start to the year). I will still be around till then and after (crosses fingers) I just wanted to be an open book or open heart so all of you knew where I was coming from and why I wouldnt be at the AVN's this year. And I want you all to be with me thru this.

Im angry and I ask god or whomever why this is happening to me. I spend my life being healthy doing everything right and why is this happening to me ? But things happen for a reason and I believe I just need to over come this. For those who think this is gonna stop me from doing me.. think again. Ill still be bouncing around kicking ass and taking names. I think its ironic I did a shoot for breast cancer just recently and im now faced with the possibility of lymphoma. Im going through so many emotions right now its hard to define. Im just lucky to have all of you in my life. Your not just numbers to me you never were. I know so many of you have faced similar or tough struggles in your life and Im gonna take that energy and be strong. This is one of the toughest times of my life right now and I cant thank you all enough for everything. Theres a song right now that I listen to over and over all day because it keeps me postive. I would love for all of you listen to it its by Nicki Minaj (of course lol). Its called fly...Here are the lyrics:

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly
To fly
[Nicki Minaj]
I wish today it will rain all day
Maybe that will kinda make the pain go awayTrying to forgive you for abandoning me
Praying but I think I’m still an angel away
Angel away, yeah strange in a wayMaybe that is why I chase strangers away
They got their guns out aiming at me
But I become near when they aiming at me
Me, me, me against them
Me against enemies, me against friendsSomehow they both seem to become one
A sea full of sharks and they all see blood
They start coming and I start rising
Must be surprising, I’m just summising
Win, thrive, soar, higher, higher, higher
More fire

[Rihanna - Chorus]
I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly
To fly

[Nicki Minaj - Verse 2]
Everybody wanna try to box me in
Suffocating everytime it locks me in
Paint they own pictures than they crop me in
But I will remain where the top begins

Cause I am not a word, I am not a line
I am not a girl that can every be defined
I am not fly, I am levitation
I represent an entire generation
I hear the criticism loud and clear
That is how I know that the time is near
So we become alive in a time of fearAnd I aint got no muthaf-cking time to spare
Cry my eyes out for days upon days
Such a heavy burden placed upon me
But when you go hard your nay’s become yay’s
Yankee Stadium with Jay’s and Kanye’s

[Rihanna - Chorus]
I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly
To fly

[Nicki Minaj - Bridge]
Get ready for it
Get ready for it
Get ready for it
I came to win
Get ready for it
Get ready for it
I came to win

[Rihanna - Chorus]
I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly
To fly

I wont let this kill my spirit, this will make me stronger. I love you guys. I really do . No matter what happens I will always be me and I will always be there for you guys as you are for me. I will continue to smile and bounce back I promise ! I wish you all and your families and amazing xmas and a happy new year. We are gonna rock 2011 right ? ! of course we are.

Oh and if you thought that because this post is a not so happy post I wasnt going to post some hot ass sexy pics of me think again. I wont let anything or anyone change me. SO below are some hot ass pictures ! Join the free fanclub by getting your free screenname for the full set and then some

MUAH !!

 

[absolutehell]

Re: Gorgeous Taylor Steven's Transformation from BBW to Slim waisted busty glamour gi

Hi again guys.. thank you all for keeping me in your thoughts and for giving me your support and your votes. I wanted to fill you all in on whats going on since many of you have asked. Here are some more christmas pics for you and a blog update. Im really lucky and glad to be surrounded by such beautiful women and men. Love you guys. !

AN OPEN HEART.. FROM MINE TO YOURS
Hey guys..I didnt want to have to post this blog, because its christmas and I wasnt sure if posting was right or not. I have always been an open book to my friends and fans, I have always let you see good bad and ugly. I debated over this because it is a very personal issue and a very trying time for me but I decided that Im not changing who I am because something is too personal. You guys have supported me loved me and been there through all my ups downs good times bad times. So I write this because I am staying true to me and to you. A lot of you know ive been dealing with a lot of health issues latley sprining back from november after glamourcon. I have given some details but I havent really told everyone whats going on and a lot of you have been concerned. A few friends close to me told me not to mention the truth about whats going on because it will bring back a lot of negative from people who have ill will, are jealous, mean spirited and so on. I know that there are a few that will be happy and relish in the fact that something bad is happening to me because it brings in a positive for them. (believe it or not there are some mean ass people out there).

I am writing this with tears in my eyes because im scared, im scared and im frustrated and angry. You all know me as the bubbly loveable taylor, that i am. But we all have a side we hate to bring out but it comes out from time to time. I try hard to give you all the best of me all the time, but every superman has their kryptonite. This blog post is only for those who want to know whats going on and care. I could use your prayers and your love right now.

Back in Long beach at glamourcon, I was feeling a lot of pain after the flight there and went through a lot of pain, at first I thought it was muscle pain and tried the icy hot patches and massages, but the day of glamourcon I all of a sudden got very cold and sick and felt this stabbing pain in my chest, back and side. I went to the emergency room where they did a ton of tests on me and then proceeded to tell me I needed a biopsy because there was a mass a large mass in my chest between my heart and lungs. Thinking I was going back to Canada soon I thought I could deal with the pain and then face the doctors when I got back home, so I discharged myself from St. Mary's in longbeach and went back to the hotel. I still managed to do a photoshoot that day but then that night the pain got worse and worse and I had to go to emergency where they kept me overnight and performed a biopsy to see if this tumor was begnin. After a few days I found out that the tumour was begnin but it had to be removed as soon as possible because its already very large and growing and if its not removed soon it would become malignant.

After arriving home I had a doctors appt right away, and had all the information from the hospital, including CT scan and what not. The pain still is as it was unbearable. The doctor here wanted me to have another biopsy right away because the hospital in Long beach did not get enough tissue to test. The other day I went for the lung biopsy and it was one of the most painful things I ever had to experience. It wasnt supposed to hurt but my lung collaspsed during the biopsy and the pain is practically unbearable even with pain killers.

I got to see the tumour and its sitting on my heart between my lungs and heart and is in a very dangerous spot. The doctors diagnosis was that it was originally diagnosed as a Thymoma however the new biopsy was to test for Lymphoma. I wont find out the results of that biopsy till Xmas eve morning. (merry xmas to me). My surgeon wanted to schedule a surgery asap regardless of the outcome so today I had my preop which included a bunch of tests, nurses telling me how much pain im going to be in and that I will have to be in the hospital 5 days minimum including new years eve. My surgery date is scheduled for december 30th, the doctor was on vacation during that time and is coming in specifically to do my surgery due to the severity of it. On Xmas eve.. when santa is delivering his presents I will find out if it is cancer or not. Either way its a double edged sword. If the tumor is begnin the surgery will go as scheduled on December 30th which includes severe pain, scars, and high risk of something going wrong because of the size of the tumour (its huge) and location, If its cancer then the chemotherapy begins and with that comes side effects.

Im still trying to digest the thought that I may have cancer and that this is happening to me. Im being brutally honest here with everyone because the emotion I feel right now is intense and there are not many people in my life that I have to share this news with. My first thought was what scars ? no way im not doing it. How unreal is that ? Im faced with life and death and my first thought was cosmetic. Its hard to even say out loud. Right now im in the hurry up and wait till friday moment. Im in a lot of pain and im trying to be strong and carry on like normal but its a struggle. Im just really sad and angry at a lot of things right now. But im really lucky when I think about who I have in my corner and that I have a lot of people who love and care about me and genuinely see me as person and not just some model or just big tits etc. I wanted to open up about this sooner but I was hesitant for many reasons. But If i wasnt true to you guys I wouldnt be true to myself.

I want to thank all of you who are still voting every day at
www.vote4tay.com and for those of you who ask me every day how my hospital visit went etc, for the emails, the flowers, the cards the gifts and mainly the kind words. You are all amazing. I know there are those of you who are reading this ( you know who you are) that are hoping for the worst for me, and thats fine but I will pull through this. I will stay strong. I have been through hell and back in my life and I wont let a little cancer stop me. I just wanted you all to know that I havent not been around because I didnt want to be. This is what ive been dealing with every day. Driving to the hospital has become a regular thing. Bloodwork, chest x rays, etc have been plentiful.

Im sad to say I wont be at the AVN's this year because I will be spending new years in the hospital and have to stay a minimum of 5 days if there are no complications. Im really upset to be missing the AVN's and seeing my fans and bouncing around for you guys. I will be online though at the free fanclub from now till surgery and as soon as the doctor gives me the okay after that. Im sorry to be the downer during this time of year, I just had to let this out and let you all know whats really going on. Please wish me luck , your prayers and your well wishes and thoughts mean everything to me. Friday is judgment day.

I wish you all an amazing xmas and a great new year ( we all need a great new start to the year). I will still be around till then and after (crosses fingers) I just wanted to be an open book or open heart so all of you knew where I was coming from and why I wouldnt be at the AVN's this year. And I want you all to be with me thru this.

Im angry and I ask god or whomever why this is happening to me. I spend my life being healthy doing everything right and why is this happening to me ? But things happen for a reason and I believe I just need to over come this. For those who think this is gonna stop me from doing me.. think again. Ill still be bouncing around kicking ass and taking names. I think its ironic I did a shoot for breast cancer just recently and im now faced with the possibility of lymphoma. Im going through so many emotions right now its hard to define. Im just lucky to have all of you in my life. Your not just numbers to me you never were. I know so many of you have faced similar or tough struggles in your life and Im gonna take that energy and be strong. This is one of the toughest times of my life right now and I cant thank you all enough for everything. Theres a song right now that I listen to over and over all day because it keeps me postive. I would love for all of you listen to it its by Nicki Minaj (of course lol). Its called fly...Here are the lyrics:

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly
To fly
[Nicki Minaj]
I wish today it will rain all day
Maybe that will kinda make the pain go awayTrying to forgive you for abandoning me
Praying but I think I’m still an angel away
Angel away, yeah strange in a wayMaybe that is why I chase strangers away
They got their guns out aiming at me
But I become near when they aiming at me
Me, me, me against them
Me against enemies, me against friendsSomehow they both seem to become one
A sea full of sharks and they all see blood
They start coming and I start rising
Must be surprising, I’m just summising
Win, thrive, soar, higher, higher, higher
More fire

[Rihanna - Chorus]
I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly
To fly

[Nicki Minaj - Verse 2]
Everybody wanna try to box me in
Suffocating everytime it locks me in
Paint they own pictures than they crop me in
But I will remain where the top begins

Cause I am not a word, I am not a line
I am not a girl that can every be defined
I am not fly, I am levitation
I represent an entire generation
I hear the criticism loud and clear
That is how I know that the time is near
So we become alive in a time of fearAnd I aint got no muthaf-cking time to spare
Cry my eyes out for days upon days
Such a heavy burden placed upon me
But when you go hard your nay’s become yay’s
Yankee Stadium with Jay’s and Kanye’s

[Rihanna - Chorus]
I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly
To fly

[Nicki Minaj - Bridge]
Get ready for it
Get ready for it
Get ready for it
I came to win
Get ready for it
Get ready for it
I came to win

[Rihanna - Chorus]
I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly
To fly

I wont let this kill my spirit, this will make me stronger. I love you guys. I really do . No matter what happens I will always be me and I will always be there for you guys as you are for me. I will continue to smile and bounce back I promise ! I wish you all and your families and amazing xmas and a happy new year. We are gonna rock 2011 right ? ! of course we are.

Oh and if you thought that because this post is a not so happy post I wasnt going to post some hot ass sexy pics of me think again. I wont let anything or anyone change me. SO below are some hot ass pictures ! Join the free fanclub by getting your free screenname for the full set and then some

MUAH !!

Tay,
I just can't stop my tears.I knew you had health issues, but wasn't aware of this one.See most of the time is just a tumor it can be removed by surgery.It won't grow up and take the form of cancer.The part you have said which is between heart and lungs, only some tumor could result or some growth of flesh.I am sure it won't be cancer as I have myself known a lot of cancer cases.
You'll be fine baby, have faith.You are a sweet girl and you have always wished good for everyone and we all are with you.Will pray for you dear.I am really saddened that my sweet little princess has to go though all this pain lately.
You'll be okay my dear.Just have faith.

Love
AH

 

[daddysal]

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THoughts & prayers go out to ya!

 

[HeLovesPorn]

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THoughts & prayers go out to ya!

Thats right, bro. Someone please tell Ms. Stevens that we're keeping her in our thoughts & prayers. This is a very serious issue and she is honestly one of the most beautiful women many of us have ever seen and we all wish nothing but the best for her.

 

[sayvara]

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Taylor, first of all... wow... what an amazing job you did with your body. That is an achievment!

Second... about the cancer: ouch.

I am writing this with tears in my eyes because im scared, im scared and im frustrated and angry. You all know me as the bubbly loveable taylor, that i am. But we all have a side we hate to bring out but it comes out from time to time. I try hard to give you all the best of me all the time, but every superman has their kryptonite. This blog post is only for those who want to know whats going on and care. I could use your prayers and your love right now.

I wish you the best to get through it. Just remember this: nothing is written. Every breath drawn is another breath lived. Just hang in in there, nail and tooth.

But im really lucky when I think about who I have in my corner and that I have a lot of people who love and care about me and genuinely see me as person and not just some model or just big tits etc. I wanted to open up about this sooner but I was hesitant for many reasons. But If i wasnt true to you guys I wouldnt be true to myself.

Noone.. noone is "just some model or just big tits". You're a woman... you have a job looking pretty in front of a camera. And then, 12-16 hours per day, you're on your time off, just like the rest of us... buying food, going to the shower, sleeping, posting on FreeOnes, worring about all the things any person would worry about.

You're just like the rest of us... except that you have the privileged job of giving people one of the most desired emotions there is: lust.

Im angry and I ask god or whomever why this is happening to me. I spend my life being healthy doing everything right and why is this happening to me ? But things happen for a reason and I believe I just need to over come this.

This is part reason why I don't believe in fate or higher powers, because that would haunt me with questions as to why undeserving people end up in bad situations.

Why is this happening to you? Because you simply got unlucky. There is no plan behind it... no reason... to grand design. You got unlucky for absolutely no reason at all. No, it's not fair. It's grossly unfair on you. You don't deserve it... noone does.

No, I don't believe in gods or intelligent design or anything like that. I honestly believe that life on this planet, in all its splendor, is a huge coincidence. I think that we came out of nothing just because the conditions just happened to be right on this small speck of dust in the middle of nowhere. My life, your life... everyone in this world came out of pure luck.

So I go along for this free ride and enjoy myself as long as I can. Every beath taken is another one lived... and I hope you too will see it like this, and keep fighting to suck every bit of joy out of this amazing coincidence that brought you - Taylor - around.

All of my wishes for you. Keep us posted, ok?

/S

 

[HeLovesPorn]

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Taylor, first of all... wow... what an amazing job you did with your body. That is an achievment!

Second... about the cancer: ouch.



I wish you the best to get through it. Just remember this: nothing is written. Every breath drawn is another breath lived. Just hang in in there, nail and tooth.



Noone.. noone is "just some model or just big tits". You're a woman... you have a job looking pretty in front of a camera. And then, 12-16 hours per day, you're on your time off, just like the rest of us... buying food, going to the shower, sleeping, posting on FreeOnes, worring about all the things any person would worry about.

You're just like the rest of us... except that you have the privileged job of giving people one of the most desired emotions there is: lust.



This is part reason why I don't believe in fate or higher powers, because that would haunt me with questions as to why undeserving people end up in bad situations.

Why is this happening to you? Because you simply got unlucky. There is no plan behind it... no reason... to grand design. You got unlucky for absolutely no reason at all. No, it's not fair. It's grossly unfair on you. You don't deserve it... noone does.

No, I don't believe in gods or intelligent design or anything like that. I honestly believe that life on this planet, in all its splendor, is a huge coincidence. I think that we came out of nothing just because the conditions just happened to be right on this small speck of dust in the middle of nowhere. My life, your life... everyone in this world came out of pure luck.

So I go along for this free ride and enjoy myself as long as I can. Every beath taken is another one lived... and I hope you too will see it like this, and keep fighting to suck every bit of joy out of this amazing coincidence that brought you - Taylor - around.

All of my wishes for you. Keep us posted, ok?

/S

Even though I am a person of faith I do love how you told her to hand in there and with how she isn't just some 'big-ttied adult model' but she is a human being and dammit fully desurving of self-respect and the like. Taylor is a wonderful human being: funny, bright and incredibly beautiful of course and highly intelligent and a great business woman as well if ya ask me. I actually feel she is one of the few 'officially checked star memebers' who comes here to up-date us all on what all she is doing and to genuineally hang out as opposed to just blantly advertising as many here that I chould name do.

I just KNOW she'll get through this, especially with great/fine support for highly intelligent people like you and others. Bless her heart.

 

[TAYSTEVENS]

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Hi everyone..I hope you all have a very merry xmas and santa brings you everything you want this year. I know the smell of turkey and pies and yumminess is going around the places for all of you. I hope you enjoy it. And for those of you who arent doing anything super special take the day to yourself and enjoy it. Thats what I do.

I know a Lot of you are waiting for an update from me about my biopsy. Sadly this morning I found out I do have Cancer. I have lymphoma and will have to try and treat it through chemo and radiation. Its never something I thought I would have to face and def not something I was prepared for. Im really scared and I know I have a long battle to face and I thank you all for all your well wishes support and love during this time. I will fight this. I will win. I am a fighter... you tell me I cant do something and I will show you I can. I wont lie and say that now im in a moment of extreme weakness and feeling like the world just fell from under me and to find out on xmas eve is not really ideal. But then again what is anymore right ? Hey at least now I can try on some kick ass wigs and have fun with my look ( trying a positive here). I just wanted to let you all know whats going on. I havent really had time to digest this all so im just going to try and spend the night with my doggie and pretend like today didnt happen. Even for a day.

I wish you all the bestest christmas ever you all deserve it. Dont let this news affect you in a negative way.. I came to win and I will. Thank you for taking the time to say a prayer, send a card, send a wish. Ty all for everything. I will be online this week dont think this will stop me. So get your free screename and come visit. Ill show you my talent for licking candy canes . I gotta keep my chin up but I will take some time to sulk.

Dont forget to vote your assess off www.vote4tay.com every day till January 1st then ill get off your asses lol.

Love you all so so much. Merry Christmas and get Santas fat bum down your chimney save me some cookies.

xoxo

Tay

 

[sayvara]

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I know a Lot of you are waiting for an update from me about my biopsy. Sadly this morning I found out I do have Cancer. I have lymphoma and will have to try and treat it through chemo and radiation.

Well, it may sound strange saying I think this is good news but... it is! My love lost grandma to cancer earlier this year. She didn't even get treatment because they found it too late and there was nothing for her but paliative hospice and then... gone.

You on the other hand have just been given a fighting chance! They think they can beat this for you, which means you are not a walking dead, which is good news!

Well ok... a clean bill of health and a "It's just an inconvenience" would have been better. But this is still good news.

About chemo and radiation... lots of poeple are going to bring horror-stories to you about how bad they felt going through that. Don't listen to them. Your experience is your own... and you may have something entirely different happen to you.

Let me share this video from another person in showbiz: James "The Amazing" Randi. He's over 80 years old... and just last year beat back cancer with chemo therapy and surgery. I had the grand pleasure of listening to his lecture here this summer. I and my love - who works at the oncology ward here in town - had the opportunity to thank him personally for this wonderful video.



Now know what is ahead of you. That's a step in the right direction.

*hugs* and merry christmas.

/S

 

[HeLovesPorn]

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Hi everyone..I hope you all have a very merry xmas and santa brings you everything you want this year. I know the smell of turkey and pies and yumminess is going around the places for all of you. I hope you enjoy it. And for those of you who arent doing anything super special take the day to yourself and enjoy it. Thats what I do.

I know a Lot of you are waiting for an update from me about my biopsy. Sadly this morning I found out I do have Cancer. I have lymphoma and will have to try and treat it through chemo and radiation. Its never something I thought I would have to face and def not something I was prepared for. Im really scared and I know I have a long battle to face and I thank you all for all your well wishes support and love during this time. I will fight this. I will win. I am a fighter... you tell me I cant do something and I will show you I can. I wont lie and say that now im in a moment of extreme weakness and feeling like the world just fell from under me and to find out on xmas eve is not really ideal. But then again what is anymore right ? Hey at least now I can try on some kick ass wigs and have fun with my look ( trying a positive here). I just wanted to let you all know whats going on. I havent really had time to digest this all so im just going to try and spend the night with my doggie and pretend like today didnt happen. Even for a day.

I wish you all the bestest christmas ever you all deserve it. Dont let this news affect you in a negative way.. I came to win and I will. Thank you for taking the time to say a prayer, send a card, send a wish. Ty all for everything. I will be online this week dont think this will stop me. So get your free screename and come visit. Ill show you my talent for licking candy canes . I gotta keep my chin up but I will take some time to sulk.

Dont forget to vote your assess off www.vote4tay.com every day till January 1st then ill get off your asses lol.

Love you all so so much. Merry Christmas and get Santas fat bum down your chimney save me some cookies.

xoxo

Tay

My heart goes out to you Ms. Stevens, although I AM most certainly glad they found it early and I AM very glad that you are in good, fighting spirits. God bless you as we all continnue to pull & pray for you! I just KNOW you can beat this in it's colelctive ass! Keep going and never give it. It i treatable and preventable and you shal win this fight, I just know it!


:horse: <---- What Taylor shall be doing to this pesky Cancer VERY soon.

 

[absolutehell]

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Thank you all for your wishes.

Tay, you'll be all right and everything will be fine.It's traced early so we can fight it.
All our wishes and love is with you baby.LOve you always


AH