Ya know, I have been sitting back reading all of these posts by so many other ladies trying to win this contest and I realized something.....I don't NEED it. Some of them really do.
I look at Jaana and think about how much $2500 would mean to her. If I won it I probably would go invest it or something but I wouldn't cry or jump for joy like she might.
I even look at Ms. Hybrid, with all she does here in this forum sometimes I feel like it's HER forum! LOLNot in a negative way. just in how she is so involved here and so loved, here I come along with my arsenal of unlimited pictures and take the 2012 OCSM of the week/of the year when she really deserves it more than I did.
I also realized that it's not just the OCSM category I'm in that is affected.
Because we only get 3 votes that means that the votes given to me might be votes that could have helped Briana or someone else in another category, but because I'm in it they don't get that extra vote.
Look at Sabrina Deep, I don't give blowjobs, dinners, free shows...how would I deserve to get votes that should be going to someone who truly gives everything?
Anyway, the bottom line is I realized all of these things and I think it's fine. It's not about me winning or losing as much as the votes I'm taking from other girls who really need or deserve this.
I may go all out next year or the year after that, but it was fun making it to round 3 and I love you guys for getting me there! Now...go spread some love and report back here...I will be having fun with this thread soon enough!
Love shall be spread. There are many deserving OCSMs and I know it is the cliche thing to say but I wish they could all be winners. I could also say I wish they could all be like Mandy Flores but there can only be one.
and yes she is an uber fantastic individual but she should have known that already
