And that article is complete trash . I was never under contract with him and he definatly did not pay me alot of money. An average scene for me was 1200.00 I did 6 total and got nothing close to that . I shot for 2 years after this and learned alot from that experience. La direct was the best thing that ever happened for me in this biz, protected me from people like that. I really hate that it gets brought up so often and that's what I'm known for. Those scenes were my first ever so yes u r right; I looked disturbed in my anal scene cause I was talked into it, drunk , and I've never done anal b4 . Needless to say I hated it and flew myself home early. Please please do me a favor and drop it. I've even been fighting with google to get that article down cause it's bs and anytime someone brings this up a certain producer lashes out on me on some forum. Thank u to all that have supported me and if u really want to do me a favor write to google or the webmaster to take it down. Yes I have left the industry and love my life. People forget there's a life after this being a wife and mother and articles like that just make me look back at my 3 yrs and frown when I should smile. Sorry to rant but this is why I have stayed off of forums.