I like looking at Neesa but does anyone else besides me have trouble reading what she writes?
Hi "Glacier",whose that by the way? I mean,how did u get the name? ANyways,of course there r those that will disagree w me on any topic.
I am controversal,not afraid of offending ppl,+ opinionated.. frankly,I can be a bit of a cunt sometimes.
Through therapy..we are working on self help rituals such as..meditation,breathing techniques,and books to relax my mind and body.If u r a MJ fan,u will b offended by my post.Sometimes when I have a long post,I write a draft on my email first.SO I don't always type it all in one sitting.
I am o.k. w u assuming I am on hard *****.How typical,I am a stripper,former porn actress who is fucked up in the head.Of course U must b right!
I happen to be on an anti-depressant and a tranquilizer in which I take 2 times a day.I would call those hard *****.SOme ppl consider ************ *****/anti depressants..Hard *****.I agree.But,I take them anyway.It keeps me from ******* ppl that **** me off.Hahahah.Plus I have an excuse in life..I have said in the past..Fucking w me..Legally..Is like fucking w a retard.
We are,"Mentally challenged"."Plead insanity in court".blah blah.Ppl like me support the Gov't and buy their *****.They love us.Thats why they cant illegalize them.Thats why there is "No Cure for AIDS".The gov't makes too much $ off of selling meds to the patients to offer a cure.
Bcause someone types a long post,doesn't mean they are on *****.In this case.U r correct.Lamictal and Klonopin.They are strong,and they alter the mind.The fact that u took time out of your day to read my post,then reply.Makes me smile.Now u can either get offended,and talk about my prescrition **** issue.Or u can play nice and enjoy my nudies on my profileHowever,never assume,that bcause someone is opinionated,passionate about a subject,bitter...Is on *****.
This x u r right,but the next person may not be on anti depressants.
Difference btwn me and the other porn "STars" on here..I am funny,sarcastic,dont kiss ass,dont try to sell anything but the truth.ANd I am attentive to those on this board.I post almost everyday.The only board I post on.
We don't kno if u r on *****.O.K. sweet cheeks? Be nice.ANd Thanks for posting,I hope to see more of u on here.U can see more of my **** induced blogs on Premium Link Upgrade
Excuse me while I grab my crack pipe.Hopefully u have a sense of humor.
Lamictal and Klonopin.They are strong,and they alter the mind.
Thanks to all of u on this page! so sweet.SO I have a very important topic..I am getting ready 2 do movies/magazines again.It's in the works.I have a few meetings set up over the next few weeks.I never thought I'd go back.But I am for a few reasons.
But,this time I am doing things MY way..I haven't pitched this to the companies yet,but they will soon hear my requests..
No "Pick ups"( In amateur porn when I have to act like I'm a random girl walking down the street).It's old,and it's stupid as far as I am concerned.
No more categorizing me as a MILF.I **** ********,I don't look like a MILF.Thats getting old too.The whole MILF thing.It's insulting and I look way younger than I am.
More pay.I haven't worked in 2 1/2 yrs.Pay was $800 B/G no condom + I had 2 pay 4 my own ***** work..$120-150
I'm either bringing my own men in(Rocker boys),or I will b very selective/ask them to find what I like.That way I will REALLY enjoy the sex.
No more reverse cowgirl.It's uncomfortable 4 me,the actor,and it's all for a good shot.Fuck that.
"U only have to work for 1 hour".All the companies/directors say that..not true..Travel time,makeup/hair,waiting 4 the set up(Lighting,etc),waiting for guy 2 get hard.It's a few hrs.ANd I can't book anything else in my day bcause I never kno how long it will take.
Still,no kissing/eating my pussy,and other passionate ****,unless I pick the guy.
No ppl behind the camera talking/long intros.U guys dont wanna hear them talk,do u?
I want music! It will make me move better,and I **** a quiet film.I **** having to moan all fucking day.
I may bring a friend on set 2 make sure I don't get treated like crap.
I think that's it for now.
Now,I want to ask u guys..What do U want to see from me? ANd what DONT u like about these films I or others are in? I also plan on doing custom films for u guys.