Sorry I don't pretend to have a personal relationship with somebody I have never and will never meet. I pay for a website where she takes her clothes off, that's it. Pets die every day, I am not going to shed a tear for somebody I have zero personal relationship with. I was simply trying to get an answer to a question I asked her webmaster weeks ago before her dog died. Keep living in your dream world where she cares at all about you beyond the $30 you pay for her site every month.
How is being a fan and showing some sympathy for a lost pet equal pretending to have a personal relationship with her? There's a big difference between pretending to have a relationship with someone and showing a little simple compassion like a human fucking being! If you can't understand that then its pointless to try and explain. If showing a little sympathy and understanding and compassion to another person, regardless of your relationship to them, is living in a fantasy world then I'd rather live there than be an unfeeling, dispassionate prick.
Have a great holiday season, scrooge.