Your first time should be something special, not something you do with a call girl. In my opinion it's the same as girls who claim that they're losing their virginity on film to a male pornstar. You really should do it with someone that you care about and not with someone who isn't even gonna remember you in a week. I'm not saying you should stay away from escorts altogether, as that would be extremely hypocritical for me to say that, I'm just saying that you should do it with someone that cares about you. Sex is like fishing: a big part of the experience is the catch. Paying an escort is like buying a fish at the store and taking a picture with it dangling at the end of some nylon line. :2 cents:
Ideally i wish i could lose it to someone who means something, thing is i dont have any friends so i dont get out much and im at the lowest ever point in my life. im hopeing the experience will boost my confidence about life.