i don't know if i want to do it anymore. :(

[dogbone27]

I'm not making this thread looking for some kinda attention. It just that I'm feeling a lilttle lost and down at the moment, and i don't have anyone else to talk to as of right now.

Here the thing, i've been on dialysis for the last 13 years, since i was 16 years old and it has been taking a huge toll on me. It seem as i get older i get weaker and i get more depression. I've already been through 2 bouts of depression which caused me to have 2 strokes-(both almost took my life)

I don't know if i wanna go through another 10 years of dialysis I'm always in and out of the hospital every 2-3 months.Going to dialysis three days a week-being hook up to a machine for 3 and a half hours, then when you get off, it feel like someone knocked the piss out of ya. I believe if i go through another bout of depression and have a 3rd stroke it will be 3rd strike you...are...out for me.

Now, you may ask Why I'm telling you guys this, because i need some cheering up at the moment and this is one of the only places where i feel most at home and welcome. I love coming to this board because it full of wins and i always get a good laugh out of many of the posters on here.

So, i say let the jokes begin.

 

[Ace Bandage]

It's really simple: just stop going to dialysis. You don't need it. That's just a myth propagated by Western medicine. Beer cures everything. Fact. Drink lots of it, and you have nothing to worry about. :hatsoff:

 

[mrtrebus]

Worse things happen at sea?!? :dunno:

 

[Hot Mega]

In your free time, go spend time with the infirmed or elderly in nursing homes. Talk with them, get to know them it will enrich your life and give you something to live for.:2 cents:

 

[mrtrebus]

In your free time, go spend time with the infirmed or elderly in nursing homes. Talk with them, get to know them it will enrich your life and give you something to live for.:2 cents:

More accurately, you will realise you ain't as bad off as those poor sods who can't even remember their own names, let alone recognise their relatives. . .on the rare occasion that they come & visit! Oh & they can't stop soiling themselves either.

 

[dogbone27]

In your free time, go spend time with the infirmed or elderly in nursing homes. Talk with them, get to know them it will enrich your life and give you something to live for.:2 cents:

never though of that. maybe i'll try it.

:thumbsup:

 

[Hot Mega]

never though of that. maybe i'll try it.

:thumbsup:

Not a bad idea for anyone to do it on occasion. Gives you a great perspective and you meet allot of great people..who in some cases you befriend, inspire and forge great bonds with.

 

[BlueBalls]

Killing spree? Could be fun ....

 

[mrtrebus]

Not a bad idea for anyone to do it on occasion. Gives you a great perspective and you meet allot of great people..who in some cases you befriend, inspire and forge great bonds with.

what the fuck?!? This ain't Cocoon!!
Its not even Cocoon: The Return!!!!

 

[dogbone27]

Killing spree? Could be fun ....

cool smily where did you get it from?.

BTW i could never kill someone I even find it hard to kill myself.

 

[mrtrebus]

cool smily where did you get it from?.

BTW i could never kill someone I even find it hard to kill myself.

Start with small animals & work your way up to the human animal. Admittedly it does begin as quite a daunting enterprise but you soon get the hang of it & then there'll be no stopping you!

 

[Ace Bandage]

BTW i could never kill someone I even find it hard to kill myself.

Then you're obviously not trying hard enough. Find a taller bridge. People who cut their wrists are just looking for attention. People who slam into the ground after a twenty story free fall are following through on their convictions.

 

[Baill Inneraora]

Have hope. There has been big strides since the lifting of the stem cell research ban.

 

[NymphoPornLover]

Get dressed go to the shop and buy some stella artois, fosters, heineken, grolsch & a 14 inch pizza and chips, eat and drink until your full and drunk then watch some porn ))

 

[BlueBalls]

cool smily where did you get it from?.

The all powerful google :bowdown:

BTW i could never kill someone I even find it hard to kill myself.

Meh, you're no fun. I guess I'm going to have to do this alone.

::slowly walks away::

 

[Icewater Jones]

In your free time, go spend time with the infirmed or elderly in nursing homes. Talk with them, get to know them it will enrich your life and give you something to live for.:2 cents:

That will get you out of depressed mode for sure. Here are some other places you can go and things you can do to help you realize that your not that bad off. After all, there are way more depressing routes taken out there:

Baby sit for both Kate Gosselin and Octomom.
Become a Los Angeles Clippers fan.
Work in the IR of any major hosptal.
Go on a road trip with Glenn Beck.
Take an U.S. tour with The Vagina Monologues feat. Fran Drescher and Rosanne.
Visit your local pediatric cancer facility.
Become a personal bustier and girdle outfitter for Aretha Frankin.
Co-write an autobiography of John Mayer.
Volunteer as a military rep for fallen soldiers.
Go to a week long seminar at Westboro Baptist Church.

 

[mrtrebus]

Then you're obviously not trying hard enough. Find a taller bridge. People who cut their wrists are just looking for attention. People who slam into the ground after a twenty story free fall are following through on their convictions.

:dunno:

 

[Skyraider22]

Start with small animals & work your way up to the human animal. Admittedly it does begin as quite a daunting enterprise but you soon get the hang of it & then there'll be no stopping you!

Really

 

[STDiva]

Hennessey > Dialysis

 

[PlasmaTwa2]

BTW i could never kill someone I even find it hard to kill myself.

:dunno: