I think it was on a show about women exploring fantasies on Lifetime or WE that Satine Phoenix described her progression from vanilla sex to B&D, S&M, etc. I think it's that way with most people who find that they have a taste for things off the beaten path. I had a summer fling in college with a girl who was REALLY turned on after being spanked. I grew up in a small town and I'd never had a girl ask (beg) me to spank her before. But I found that I liked giving as much as she liked receiving. Not to any great degree, but I've progressed from that first experience to now.
So my question is, was it that way for you? Your scenes are always great because it's obvious that you're really into the scenes and you NEVER come off as fake or just acting. But if you looked back at your first B&D/S&M scene, do you think you'd find that you were more reserved than you are now? And lastly, what was the defining moment (in real life) when you found that you were turned on by rougher play?
Thanks for being a trooper and answering our questions.
P.S. Have you ever worked with Satine or do you know each other? You two would be amazing together in a scene!