Bullshit, first off Miss Brittany you do not sound like someone who is unaffected by porn.
To me you sound like someone who has and is still trying to separate porn from your normal life, but the pornstar that you are, has become what you are, you have taken on the identity of a pornstar.
I do not think pornstars lead a normal life after staying in porn for more than a few years, I think the ones that make a bit of cash and get out have the right idea.
I watch porn so ya know I should not be judgemental really.
However, I suddenly found when watching a young pornstar age 20(will not mention name), that I was not comfortable with it, I can't watch her video clips, I was asking myself why??? Never happened before with the likes of Tori Black, and Kristina Rose.
The reason is because what I saw in the 20 year old pornstar was innocence, Tori black and Kristina Rose are completely devoid of innocence. It has gradually be removed from them as they take on the pornstar persona more and more.
That's why I can't watch her videos, I can't bare to see her lose it.
I found this poem......
our world still have some innocence
but no one can see it, no one look close
some moments we live it, it is amazing
but no one really knows
isn't it bad to find that beauty is being left
don't you feel sorry, when you find people just forget
how much innocence has a great hand
how much beauty she have inside
this innocence is brilliant
why we left away
that touch that it place
it's innocence
Think about it.
Peace.