I haven't been ***** in around 2 years now. I limit myself to 4-6 drinks over several hours, if at all these days. I used to ***** more socially but once ***** my care factor and inhibitions start to disappear quite quickly........I would be a happy *****, but capable of getting loud, obnoxious, do weird or random **** for a laugh, depending on how ***** I was. As a ***** I probably thought I was hilarious but not sure anyone else did. And if I got ***** I usually ended up physically sick. And it didn't take a tonne of ******* for that to happen. I literally got sick of that.