...my ex may have been right. Two and a half years have gone by...she's married now, and living in a different state...and I'm still here, still a fucking *****. Not self deprecating here...really friends and neighbors, I have thrown myself off of my throne....this could be the end...the end of the illusion and lying to myself, of blaming others...everyone but myself...I just re-read emails back and forth that we sent to each other...it's been years...I was a total fucktard.
I hated myself then. I **** myself even more now. Let the **** commence my friends.
I hated myself then. I **** myself even more now. Let the **** commence my friends.
