The last post ... you can have all the rest, PMs, etc... you want ...
I hate rev sharing. I think it is basically pimping. Getting up to 60% of a models income for doing basically nothing. Yes, the models agree to it - but taking that percentage is still morally wrong, IMO.
And my understanding is that is how Freeones makes most of it's money. And I do not agree with that.
And it goes further than that, I know, others know, we all know.
But yet I still come on here. Why? Because it seems to be about the best chat forum in terms of quality and number of members, quality and consistency of moderating and a relatively wide variety of subjects.
So despite my moral objections of supporting a site that makes it's money through rev sharing - I still come on here. And that is hypocritical of me. And I do not like that aspect of me.
And that's not all.
THAT is what I was referring to. Not my life.
Bah!
That's just scratching the surface.
Until you "deal with it," and own up to many of your other issues, it will drive your distain for anyone happy here.
And I was in a bad mood when I typed that. I should have typed something like this:
'And I especially think lowly of that aspect of my personality that still comes on here even though morally I have a problem with the way it makes money.'
I do not and have not felt sorry for myself or am miserable - as you say that I have typed to you.
Oh, I
never said you felt sorry for yourself -- in fact, I said your insistence to judge others is based on your constant judgment of yourself.
Whatever issues you have -- too much unearned money, too many women lost, too much addiction to porn, etc... -- get over them, for the benefit of all of us.
Seriously, no one can be proud of anything while you are around -- especially not after explanation after re-explanation.
And I stupidly attempt to -- dumb, dumb, dumb -- fuck me for ever caring for you in a PM.
If I did say I was so miserable - then fine. But I did not and I would appreciate if you would would not misrepresent my words. Especially when I typed them to you in PM.
Your nature comes out in the board -- especially when I won't respond to you in a PM after you turn your self-guilt against me --
someone who honestly wanted to help you!
I come on here to pass the time, to hopefully learn more about myself and the world through interaction and exchanges of opinions with members and to look and download pics of attractive women. When I see something I disagree with, I comment. Just as I want and hope others will do the same to me.
Now if you wish to guess why I type what I type? Fine.
But please in the future do not justify your ideas by typing that I typed things to you that I did not.
Again, it's pretty self-evident.
Mostly I just lambaste you because you often treat others here so condescendingly. And as long as you treat others that way - I will continue to 'pick' on you.
When it comes to missile defense, NASA and engineering, yes. I could learn better "tact" -- I agree. But there is also the real issue of "ignorance" in the threads where I could be considered an "expert" -- not merely because I say I am, but because my sound, technical specifics have repeatedly proven you wrong. Despite first and even second best intentions, when people don't want to bother reading up, they are just -- in the end -- ignorant. Now I don't have to say that, and I often don't. But as you have proven for me time and time again, you will reposition yourself just to continue the baiting and non-sense.
Now when it comes to politics, I think
someone else taught me a little humility. I've thought long and hard about that, and I will reconsider something about how I post in those threads. I fully admit -- but that was hardly due to yourself. That person knows when to make a point and when to bow out. For that he has earned a great deal of respect for him from myself, and -- even more so -- a lesson to myself that I need to be more considerate. I let me distain for you on missile defense turn into raw, uncontrolled and unwarranted arrogance in other threads -- I have no excuse for that.
Furthermore, to point to yet another member,
Fox has his stance and he doesn't move from it. He has integrity and I know where he stands, and can count on certain views. If I want to engage them, then I know what I'm getting into, and likewise. He's not merely argumentative just for the sake of having an argument. If he and I "go at it," we're just honestly differing and we sometimes get heated. But, again, I respect the fact that, and can count on the fact that he has one position. You constantly jump positions and try to demonize anything others say -- adding words as necessary to make a judgment.
As far as your constant trolling on PM's, you know and I know what happens when we have them. You get mad and you just end up sending me more. And when I don't respond, you start responding to every post I've made on the board for the past 6 hours -- instead of just forgetting about it. You are the one that can't keep things to PMs -- and every complaint you've made about my PMs has been prompted by many, many of your PMs and on-board posts. But you can keep grandstanding all you want on that to prove to the world otherwise.
So with that said, I won't bother responding to you in your other posts recently made in this thread, nor any other. I've cut you off before and I'll do it again, and you've shown yourself incapable of dealing with it. Just like others in the past when you've been banned while claiming innocence -- everytime I've been banned, I've admitted I fully deserved it (and would agree through now). You go ahead and respond and lambast and do the other things you feel you "must do." I think I've adequately exposed the fact that you enjoy this and anyone who is stupid enough (myself included) to try to explain things for the 10th time. You'll come back to positions you've already given up, just to start the whole process all over again.
I, for one, would consider why you came back to this board. If anything, I guess it's because I (and people like myself) don't learn just to not respond when you post things like, "if you don't mind me asking" -- which is an invite to utter disregard or bother to even understand someone's view. And when it comes to anything technical, forget it.
At the same time, again, I do have some of my own arrogance in a few threads to re-consider. Not because of any wisdom you offered -- but the wisdom of others. I'm glad the missile defense thread was closed, because I couldn't control myself, especially when I had technical knowledge on my side. And I'm going to start doing that right now, especially since this isn't a technical thread, and I'm just another member.
For the sanity of all.
