And you know this how? Or maybe you meant "too happy" to take..... There's just too much guesswork involved in trying to figure out what in the hell Tessa is up to for anyone other than herself or someone close to her to say with any authority. Her reference to "a life lost too young", btw, was apparently over the recent death of a friend or relative.Cool means genuinely happy. Tessa is genuinely happy to take random cocks.
Lacking other information I'd have to say by default she wants things obscure to the rest of us. 'Can't blame her, really. To go from a Carolina coed and Hooters girl to a big web model in a matter of months would be a huge change. :yoda: