This tangent ends one way or another ...
No, not a "load of tripe"!
Many, many people saw right through it, as it was based on me doing
exactly what people were accusing me of in other threads (often as great tangents).
Instead of just getting pissed, I decided to give into their assumptions, and let them say "I told you so" all they wanted.
I'm sorry select people are still pissed for going down those roads right into the brick wall you had already constructed earlier.
But that's the reality, you guys built it and I decided to just lay the track for you to do so.
Regardless, I have
always been honest and I have
admitted when I was wrong or, in that case, when I purposely lied.
And that fact
still applies to those 3 threads so, again, some 4,500+ posts over 2 years just flat out being honest.
Whether you believe my stories or not, you decide, and then just deal with it.
Continuing to spew tangent after tangent and "wanting to argue" about it is not going to do anything.
My integrity continues to stand for itself.
You lied to everyone on the board.
I informed several people off-board as they posted, and
the majority understood why I did it too.
But most of them also understood
my character in general before that, so they understood
it was not aimed at them as well.
What did you think was going to happen as a result?
I knew what was going to happen.
But what gets old is the children on this board that point to it and go, "See! he lies! He lies! We can't believe him now!"
Whatever, my integrity over the last 2 years stands for itself, and that does not even change with that thread as I confessed as some people couldn't hold back their laughter.
What I find very ironic is that some of you that have completely been proven wrong over and over again, or caught conflicting with your own values (and generally hypocritical) are so "obsessed" with actually catching me in a purposeful lie.
Just what does that "prove"? All it means is that I can make up a thread that is full of lies on purpose, just to make a point, but I'll still admit that it is all lies later.
As such, this continual "pointing" to those 3 threads only
confirms that I don't lie, that any lie I ever tell will be short-lived and very calculated for a reason.
You were teaching people a lesson? It was the just the usual self gratifying tripe.
No, I used those 3 threads to teach people some lessons.
Some people just don't learn, others did -- a number laughed and even found it humorous.
In fact, it's not even what I say,
but what you say that reflects on you about that thread.
Step back and realize, "okay, he lied, he calculated this lie on purpose, and fully decided to admit to it when he decided it was time. He's only done it once, for whatever his reasons were, and that's that."
Get over it, it was time I did it (and many understood this), I won't be able to do it again, and it still doesn't change my integrity to be considered an honest individual because I decided when to end the lie when I felt I had made my point.
I left for 6 weeks, thought about how I approached the board, and realized
some people can't be impartial.
It was not right for my post to be removed when I didn't start the tangent at all.
But at the same time, I have to take "the higher road" even if other people can't.
Right now there is a member who is trolling every one of my fucking posts and trying to get me to react.
If I ever react, both he and I will most surely be banned.
But you know what is most pathetic about that?
If I react, I'll blame myself for being banned -- but he'll still blame everyone but himself.
So I "take the high road" and his trolling continues, and so be it.
Was that another "lesson"? Trying to be part of the group?
It was me saying, "if I can't even post and be held to the same application of rules as for others, then there is no sense in me being here."
I took 6 weeks off and just decide to "take the high road" and let things be.
No offense, but I'm continuing to do that now, ever since I came back, and it's just how I have to be.
My integrity stands on its own -- people can trust me to post from the heart, and what is reality and truth for myself.
My making up one big facade, that I fully intended to admit to after I let it run its course, doesn't change that at all.
In fact, many, many people told me to never admit to it, but I'm just too damn honest to let such things stand.
If you can't put that simple fact together, then fuck off, quit trolling these tangents to my posts.
I guess I should just block you as well as let you play with yourself and get frustrated when I don't respond.
I don't know dude, I just don't like being lied to. I aint no monkey.
Apparently you can't even realize that I'm one of the most honest people on this board, and have been that way for over 4,500 posts and over 2 years.
And that includes applying the same set of values, striving to be as objective as I can, avoiding areas where I don't have expertise, admitting when I'm not the most experienced in an area, and just sharing my experiences in general.
If you don't see that, then decide if you really want to continue responding to every one of my posts in every thread with a tangent like this.
If you do, then I'll just have to block you and you can have a repeat date with yourself with frustration as I will not respond to you at all.
Someone else currently has this obsession as well, and it's really getting to him (and the mods as he's getting his posts deleted regularly now).
Back to the thread ...
Many of you have whatever dislike for the prom, felt you missed out, a few even were envious, and minorities of those are even denying that they are.
I fucking enjoyed my Proms, the were great, I made love in the ways I wanted and my lover enjoyed, it was just an experience.
It's not to brag, it's not tribe, it just is what it is, and that's all that matters to me.
Get over it, end some of the fixations, ignore me if you will, don't believe me if you wish.
But if you feel the need to repeat these over and over and over on the board, taking a tangent anytime I post, then all I can do is not even respond to your allegations.
So the fucking tangents don't take over the thread.
I honestly hope you see that, because if not, we're done for good.
