Well my first instinct in answering this question was just to say “No” or even “Hell no! No fucking way!”
But I’ve made it a point to be as candid as possible when answering questions about my experiences in the adult film industry so here goes
I have let significant others influence certain decisions I’ve made at various times throughout my career.
Each time that I’ve done so, it has been a mistake.
I’ve learned that anyone who cannot accept me …and by that I mean all of me, past included…well, rather than try to change me, they need to move on.
I cannot erase the past nor do I feel ashamed of it.
I am proud to be a pornstar.
Sex for money, in front of the camera or otherwise, is different than sex in “real life”
It is difficult to explain exactly why but it actually feels different...
It is different physically, emotionally, intellectually.
There is a degree of detachment.
It is still a job even when it’s good and doesn’t seem like work…
Sex for recreation is just that…its sex.
Fun, wild, hott, inventive, crazy twisted, silly relaxing and a shitload of other adjectives but at the very least it should be entertaining.
Sex in love…
Making love is a completely different thing.
It’s an experience that is beyond all.
It is the ultimate high.
It happens on a spiritual plane.
It is truly beautiful….
It is electric
It is also rare for it requires absolute trust between two people.
In that trust, anything goes…every need expressed, and every deviant desire fulfilled.
There is nothing else like it…
In my life I’ve fucked my share of men and women both on and off camera…
I’ve only ever made love to one man.
