I actually downloaded the video to watch it somewhat against my better judgment, and I didn't like it. I tried. I went as far as forcing my self to like it just for Priya and I just couldn't. That wasn't really what I wanted to see as Priya's first movie. I actually cancelled my order for it if you can believe that. I think I'm going to be skeptical of anything else she is going to come out with from now on. If I would have told me that Priya would have come out with a movie, her first movie, and I would actually choose not to get it a little while ago I would have thought I was crazy....but I guess I just did. I didn't like the fact I might not be supporting her, but then again she probably isn't getting any more money just because the video sells a lot. I just didn't find, I couldn't find it erotic at all; a tough act to do with Priya considering she could wash her laundry and I would think it was great. With pretty much everything under the level of Max Hardcore type of move that seems to have almost everything I hate in too many movies today. They took the most beautiful person in the world, a person that at one time used to be (or maybe just appeared to be) nice, and turned her into a gimmick, a pretty stupid one at that. I don't know maybe I have lost touch with the world or maybe I'm just too much of a normal guy in an industry that has gotten taken over by raincoaters. Maybe that was made for some frat house people out there that are idiots. Maybe some day porn will again realize there are people like me and we are the silent majority. If for some reason anybody else likes dumb ass shit like that, if for some reason you find that pleasing, help yourself.....and yeah Justice Young is a putz. I was kind of wondering if I went too far before with what I said about him, and I was almost thinking of apologizing, but now I don't really feel bad about the bad stuff I said about him. I think I will have to avoid getting any movie that has him in from now on no matter how fantastic it is just out of principle now.
As far as Priya liking it who knows. I kind of hope not. Nobody knows her personal situation anymore, and money can do a lot of things. Just look at what some other people are willing to do. I have never been a fan of looks alone. I have seen a lot of attractive people I didn’t like because of who they are. People have to have the complete package. Where they have a personality to match the outside. People might think I’m stupid for saying this but I have never though of people in this industry as sluts or whores. I have always kept in mind that they are real people behind the camera. Part of why I like a lot of adult stuff isn’t so I can get off, (although I’d be lying if I said I didn’t like that part of it also) it’s because I think that feminine beauty is one of the greatest things ever. It’s like going into a museum and seeing a masterpiece but better because nothing is as good and natured created something that can’t be matched. In some ways it's like perfection. It’s hard to explain.
Anymore I think as she starts caring about the stuff she used to less and about the money more. Then again maybe that's not true. Who knows, maybe with Priya it was one of the few times in my life I let something cloud my better judgment. Maybe Priya is and has always been a fake. :dunno: I have always been a good judge of character, but nobody knows? I hear some things I brushed off because it was Priya and because of how I used to remember her. I hope that’s not because then I'm an idiot for supporting something that wasn't real all this time, and I hate idiots. I have taken pride in my life of not being one and of not being fooled. It’s not a good feeling. If that’s true then in a small way I helped this happen then. Anyway I hope she enjoys her money, and she can always take solace that if she looses her old fans there will always be new ones to keep the cash flowing in. They might not actually care about more than the next movie that comes out but that's not what is always important. I do have to give her credit though, if that really was her first scene and she actually still wanted to continue.
