Check back in apx 11 months, and 2 weeks...you just might be up for a very coveted contest. In fact, you'll probably beat me next year, if you keep up with your current posting style.
And yes, there is a very big difference between a girl on cam, and a girl in a bar...that's the point, one is for everything from a hummer in the toilet, to a lifetime of happiness, the other is for a 15 minutes of beating off. I think you'll agree, both have their place, their need, and their value.
There are cam girls on this site, that show up once a week, to post that they'll be doing a show, some hang out, and talk to the members bout anything, and everything. Maybe the one that broke your heart is a conniving whore, I don't know, I've never seen a cam show, and the only ones I know, from here, I genuinely enjoy talking to....maybe you should try making friends of a few.
Think of them as real people, and not talking vaginas.
I've never had anything to do with any cam girl. I have no respect for any of them. I have no interest in talking to any of them. I don't view cam girls as real people. I don't view any girl in the sex industry as a real person. My view of cam girls is their only motivation is money and I put them in the same category as strippers. I would put them in the category with hookers except they just sit there and don't ever have sex with anyone they sucker money out of. The only time I associate with girls is when I think there will be a positive result for me.