BTW..I am getting a few PMs here and there.I want to remind u that I dont check them.If it's too personal to post to the public.Then just dont.Thx anyways tho.And I keep seeing posts about guys wondering if I am still doing porn.No.I quit in Dec 06 cause I got tired of the bullshit,shit pay,rude ppl in the industry,ego,,bordom,seeing directors and company owners driving luxury cars and owning 5 houses.ANd I dont own a damn thing! They bank off me and pay me $800 a video.They tell me my vids sell like hotcakes,but wouldn't pay me more than $1000 if I came back.Thats 2 months of my rent.They will 4ever make profilt off my shit.I hope they get Cancer.Testicular.
I worked at Bunny Ranch in Oct 06.I typed about it somewhere on here.I had fun.Money sucked.WHat u see on T.V. wit the guys spending thousands..It didnt happen the 1week I was there.And I doubt that is often.Abd those guys beg to be on the show,so they r shelling out alot of $ to b on t.v. Girls get half.SO if they pay $1000,she only gets $500.
Dennis Hoff is awesome tho. Girls were jealous cause I was the new girl.They tried to intimidate me.Well,only 1.It didn't work.If she played her cards right,I would have taught her how to hustle better.First lesson for her,work out fatty.
I only made $2000 in that week.Minus $900 in expenses..Last min. plane ticket,products 2 buy from them..U have to..2 porn DVDs for ur room for the guy to watch,lots of condoms.COuld have gotten a deal at Target,but had to buy them there so they can over charge me.When I told the madame the girl was fucking w me.She didn't blieve me.Boo hoo.
i had to sleep in the same bed that I had my tricks in all day.Ewww.But the trainer who was there 5 days a week was amazing.I tried to work there again and they told me there was too many girls.Um..I guess I am not as pretty as the girls on the show.I had 17 tricks in 1 week.Average guy only wanted to pay 300.00 for a fuck for 15 mins.SOmetimes 30.I made $150! I also had to pay taxes on that,so how much did I really make? Maybe $1000? Nice.
I will try to update the site.The guy who is the webmaster hasnt gotten back to me.I dont kno who he is.Never met him.I will try to do so myself.
Iggypop,thx for that post.ANd understanding my right to choose who I fuck.
The reason why I choose not to fuck Mexicans and middle eastern types,Indians fr India,and black people is personal.It would only start problems.ALso,There really is a difference btwn Cuban,Mexican,etc..I will say,Mexicans are not as respected in AMerica.Even is Cali where most live,ppl are not enjoying their over population.
And BTW ppl.If u are poor,living in a studio or 1 bdrm with 5 kids,use fucking bith control and condoms.U can get them dirt cheap at Target.And if u cannot afford these things,how can u afford children? WHat? More welfare? They need to get rid of welfare,unless u r disabled.ANd Insurance for gay couples.And,I changed my mind about Obama.But I dont like McCain either,bcause he is a republi..But if I have to choose.Its the repub.
SO hate my views,I don't care.I love to express them tho.
I worked at Bunny Ranch in Oct 06.I typed about it somewhere on here.I had fun.Money sucked.WHat u see on T.V. wit the guys spending thousands..It didnt happen the 1week I was there.And I doubt that is often.Abd those guys beg to be on the show,so they r shelling out alot of $ to b on t.v. Girls get half.SO if they pay $1000,she only gets $500.
Dennis Hoff is awesome tho. Girls were jealous cause I was the new girl.They tried to intimidate me.Well,only 1.It didn't work.If she played her cards right,I would have taught her how to hustle better.First lesson for her,work out fatty.
I only made $2000 in that week.Minus $900 in expenses..Last min. plane ticket,products 2 buy from them..U have to..2 porn DVDs for ur room for the guy to watch,lots of condoms.COuld have gotten a deal at Target,but had to buy them there so they can over charge me.When I told the madame the girl was fucking w me.She didn't blieve me.Boo hoo.
i had to sleep in the same bed that I had my tricks in all day.Ewww.But the trainer who was there 5 days a week was amazing.I tried to work there again and they told me there was too many girls.Um..I guess I am not as pretty as the girls on the show.I had 17 tricks in 1 week.Average guy only wanted to pay 300.00 for a fuck for 15 mins.SOmetimes 30.I made $150! I also had to pay taxes on that,so how much did I really make? Maybe $1000? Nice.
I will try to update the site.The guy who is the webmaster hasnt gotten back to me.I dont kno who he is.Never met him.I will try to do so myself.
Iggypop,thx for that post.ANd understanding my right to choose who I fuck.
The reason why I choose not to fuck Mexicans and middle eastern types,Indians fr India,and black people is personal.It would only start problems.ALso,There really is a difference btwn Cuban,Mexican,etc..I will say,Mexicans are not as respected in AMerica.Even is Cali where most live,ppl are not enjoying their over population.
And BTW ppl.If u are poor,living in a studio or 1 bdrm with 5 kids,use fucking bith control and condoms.U can get them dirt cheap at Target.And if u cannot afford these things,how can u afford children? WHat? More welfare? They need to get rid of welfare,unless u r disabled.ANd Insurance for gay couples.And,I changed my mind about Obama.But I dont like McCain either,bcause he is a republi..But if I have to choose.Its the repub.
SO hate my views,I don't care.I love to express them tho.
i was with you until you wrote "The reason ..... . you are in way over your head if you think you know how society works and connect it to your industry and to why or why not you decide to fuck them. that last paragraph is an unorganized rant consisting of race, religion, society, poiltics, sex, porn and more. BTW its a shame you no longer work at the ranch, i would have loved to go there and see if you were there
BTW:I meant,I am pro gay marriage,pro gay anything.Fuck the churches that talk shit about homos.BTW
Id u see that documentary "Devil..." ABout Oliver O'Grady..The priest who molested hundreds of children and admitted to it.If I had children and he did that to mine..DId u see Silence of the Lambs when the guy kept the fat women in the well and starved her.Only to wear her skin on his face..Thats what I would if someone did that to my children.AN dhe thinks bcause he is a catholic that GOD will forgive him.
FUck the child molesting Priests..And O'Grady only got like 4 years! WHats wrong w this world? Priests are not royalty.They are hustlers who take your $.
Iggypop.Im a bit confused as to if u were offended or not.But,I like what u have to say alot anyways.The last paragraph was not a rant.It was my opinion.My true feelings.I am way over my head about many things.I am clinically nuts.Thank goodness for the meds.Well,I was only at the ranch for 1 or 2 wks so,the chances of u seeing me there would have been slim.But thanks anyways.
I dont expect all u guys to agree w me.And I will never try to get u to side w me.I like a good debate.Love,Neesa
Id u see that documentary "Devil..." ABout Oliver O'Grady..The priest who molested hundreds of children and admitted to it.If I had children and he did that to mine..DId u see Silence of the Lambs when the guy kept the fat women in the well and starved her.Only to wear her skin on his face..Thats what I would if someone did that to my children.AN dhe thinks bcause he is a catholic that GOD will forgive him.FUck the child molesting Priests..And O'Grady only got like 4 years! WHats wrong w this world? Priests are not royalty.They are hustlers who take your $.
Iggypop.Im a bit confused as to if u were offended or not.But,I like what u have to say alot anyways.The last paragraph was not a rant.It was my opinion.My true feelings.I am way over my head about many things.I am clinically nuts.Thank goodness for the meds.Well,I was only at the ranch for 1 or 2 wks so,the chances of u seeing me there would have been slim.But thanks anyways.
I dont expect all u guys to agree w me.And I will never try to get u to side w me.I like a good debate.Love,Neesa
What video is this from? I would love to see the whole scene.
Agreed, in fact I've seen the whole video online before, however I was never able to find it again. If anyone can locate it, that would be greatly appreciated.
Its the MILF SOUP scene from BangBros.
http://www.bangbrosnetwork.com/t1/cfree=bangfree/free_movies_pictures_bangbros/ms2876.html
i remember seeing in a site that here would get the WTF? treatment if linked but the vid was taken down months ago so i dont know any other place that has it anymore
definitely...i dont know what her deal is as to why she doesnt make movies anymore...she has a big following and im feeling neglected..........come back Neesa
I'm thinking that she chose to leave the business and pursue other avenues, at least that what I'm getting from her postings. Sounds like she was being yanked around by certain people in the industry.
You are right, she should come back, but it makes what we have that much better right?:glugglug:
You're freakin hot and your hair and skin coloring is so sexy!:nanner::hatsoff::bowdown:
I am a big fan, as are most of the writers in this forum. I feel very happy for you that you decided to take your career in a different direction and that it seems that you feel better about everything now. I really like how you step up and always voice your opinions, and I also like how street smart you are.
I've seen some of your marcy meow stuff w/ john b and I liked it. Did you stop doing that (if so, why?).
Anyways, good luck with all your endeavours, and as many have said, it's pretty damn awesome to have a means of communicating with you.
take care
I've seen some of your marcy meow stuff w/ john b and I liked it. Did you stop doing that (if so, why?).
Anyways, good luck with all your endeavours, and as many have said, it's pretty damn awesome to have a means of communicating with you.
take care
By the way, this is kind of crazy, but I just saw the No Reservations movie with cat zeta jones and one of the chefs in the restaurant looks EXACTLY like you. Same smile and everything, I would actually be surprised if you say it's not you. (she only shows up in a couple scenes when all the chefs are eating together before the restaurant opens)
Hi Neesa,
I just had to stop studying for my Physiology test (which is tomorrow) after I found this message board and read through your blog.
I am just stunned (maybe Thunderstruck is a better word if you like AC DC's hit) after reading about what that bastard Max Hardcore scumbag did to you.
I pulled up his website and he looks like a redneck , dumbass, jackass... WTF (lol white cowboy hat, "What's up Pardnur" = serious Dumbass), isn't he smart enough to put himself in your shoes.
Can't guys imagine what it would be like if they were a female and someone tried to rape and humilate them?
And to anyone who says "Well maybe she should be killed afterward?" ??????? What plane of the Abyss were you summoned out of?
So He was found Guilty and sentenced to prison? Hopefully he gets life without parole...
Neesa, I wanted to make you smile so here are a few links to help with that.
http www.flowersbynet.com / direct / farmfresh / r12red.jpg
and
http www.justhungry.com / images / valentines_chocolate.jpg
Just take out spaces and fix it to see where it takes you.
See you hate bush so , have you seen this video on Youtube?
www.youtube.com / watch?v=Z_OUbcEYT8g
It has foul language so it's not so good to play it around kids just to warn you.
Will chat more later. And remember God doesn't make junk. He / She Always Loves you unconditionally.
I just had to stop studying for my Physiology test (which is tomorrow) after I found this message board and read through your blog.
I am just stunned (maybe Thunderstruck is a better word if you like AC DC's hit) after reading about what that bastard Max Hardcore scumbag did to you.
I pulled up his website and he looks like a redneck , dumbass, jackass... WTF (lol white cowboy hat, "What's up Pardnur" = serious Dumbass), isn't he smart enough to put himself in your shoes.
Can't guys imagine what it would be like if they were a female and someone tried to rape and humilate them?
And to anyone who says "Well maybe she should be killed afterward?" ??????? What plane of the Abyss were you summoned out of?
So He was found Guilty and sentenced to prison? Hopefully he gets life without parole...
Neesa, I wanted to make you smile so here are a few links to help with that.
http www.flowersbynet.com / direct / farmfresh / r12red.jpg
and
http www.justhungry.com / images / valentines_chocolate.jpg
Just take out spaces and fix it to see where it takes you.
See you hate bush so , have you seen this video on Youtube?
www.youtube.com / watch?v=Z_OUbcEYT8g
It has foul language so it's not so good to play it around kids just to warn you.
Will chat more later. And remember God doesn't make junk. He / She Always Loves you unconditionally.
Thanks for all the lovely things guys.I have been out of the country which is why u haven't heard from me.I will be back in America soon.I will respond soon.And yes,Marcy Meow was my syage name when I did music and new school,naughty,dirty drag queen shows.I am suppose to go in the studio asap and record for DJ John B again.I will soon.Promise.Hope you guys are all well.xo Neesa
