I am not trying to put you down man, but everytime people start tossing out ideas for you. There seems to be responses from you full of excuses and rejection. Listen our lives are all not roses and trust fund laziness. When my parents came to this country they had to take shit jobs, sleep on freinds floors, but they worked their asses off, and became citizens. Anyway what I am trying to say is that there is opportunity out there for you, but you got to just keep knocking and keep on keeping on. You seem like an intelligent person, have you thought about these trade schools? I know they advertise during afternoon television but they have satellite campuses all over the country. Not only do they teach you a trade like medical assistant, electrician, HVAC, truck driving, dental assitant, or IT work but those schools set you up with some job placement. Also they cost less, then your run of the mill university or community college. Here's the weird thing I have friends that spent shitloads of their parents money and took out student loans that they will be paying back from their graves. True they have degrees from College and Grad School and they are lucky to be punching buttons at a Barnes and Nobles cash register. Then I have friends that true weren't the brightest and partied a lot, never went to college, but picked up a skill or trade. They became carpenters, electricians, nurses, and paralegals. I don't know if this makes sense man, but opportunities are out there you just have to continuously knock on many various and at times odd doors, but eventually they open up.