I've always had girlfriends and liked girls since I first discovered about sex. My fantasies were always about women when since I first started to masturbate. seeing naked chicks got me harder. and I also had a fantasy about dominant women and getting dominated by them but not getting fu**ed with a strap-on. I've been with a shemale one time when I was ***** and that caused me a trauvma. It didn't look so bad to me before I did it but when I've done it it felt so bad that I *****. but yesterday when I saw some shemale/tranny pic.s I got erected and that penis on a women got me a little erected or something like that I couldn't get why. I don't have a passive fantasy. but I like to be dominated in bed by women as I told before. is that penis on the shemale something dominant?? is that why I like it? I have a gf and I live too many things with her. what's wrong with me?
Is that shemale thing is something gay? or do I have gay inclination? please help me I feel so bad.
thank you.