I really don't think I would be able to resist the opportunity. My biggest weakness is beautiful women. It's the concept stuck in my mind that the most satisfying sexual experience comes from a woman of considerable pulchritude who wants to be with you. I'd probably feel as if I'd died and gone to heaven (so to speak). Most pornstar actresses are of considerably high pulchritude.
It would be much easier if she were a girl-girl type of actress as opposed to a woman who has had sex with men, as some of you have already stated would be for obvious reasons.
My own libido is so high that the overwhelming majority of average (or normal) women just aren't into all the kinky stuff I'd be inclined to try, and wouldn't want to go at it for as long and as many times as I'd like to with them. One of my fantasies would be to spend an entire weekend (say, Friday afternoon to about Sunday evening) with one or two stunningly beautiful nymphomaniacs, and make every effort to satisy her (or both of them) better than any man has ever been able to do before with her (or them). I know it can't be done in theory, but the idea of the amount of pleasure that would be experienced is unresistable.
In the past, I've met some porn actresses at local clubs when they were a featured dancer. Like: Janine Lindemulder, Brianna Banks, Cheyenne Silver, Julia Ann, Adara Michaels, and others. I have always found them to be very approachable, and have enjoyed polite, respectful conversation with many of them. They appreciate when a man is more sincere and considerate of their feelings than other men might be.
There were only two, Jill Kelly and Raquel Darrian, who were very cold, detached, and impersonal toward me. It was as if they put up a psychic wall between me and them to keep things business and not too personal. And it really disappointed me with Raquel Darrian, because she has always been one of my all-time favorites. I feel as if I'd do anything to be able to put a smile on her face the way Randy West did when he went down on her once.
Recently, I chatted w/ Memphis Monroe on IM. But, I found out she is married and that would be too awkward. I'm sure she would've been offended at someone interferring with her marriage (in spite of her profession), too. She just seemed more interested in charming money out of me for her pay-site than in me personally -- and that's something a man has to be careful of.
Even if it weren't anything more than just a friendly relationship that would be short-lived, and she and I were to simply have good memories of each other for the rest of our lives, I'd be able to have that much more happiness in my own life, knowing that she appreciated the way I treated her, and that we were good for each other even on a limited basis.
At times, I've fantasized about being able to please many attractive, pleasant, charming porn star actresses, like some of the male porn star actors have been able to do -- like Rocco Siffredi, and Randy Spears, and others. But then I'd have to be careful of how much and how many would be enough to seriously ruin my reputation. -- How I wish the world were different than what it is!
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