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RisiSimms

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Yes Tom, completely. You haven't a clue as to just how miserable. I spent most of my time before shoots crying and telling people I didn't want to be there, and that I didn't enjoy the work and most of the time I cancelled, or was dropped because they couldn't get me to stop crying. I was only there because a bad situation. I am in a better situation now and very happy. Now that I am away from the people who made it their business to exploit me I have been taking the time as a volunteer speaker to educate runaways, and high risk teens about the sex industry. I am making sure that teens are aware of the predatory nature of the porn industry and how they exploit desperate children, who ironically cannot even legally view the movies they are exploited in.
 
Re: FTV Risi / Risi Simms

Yes Tom, completely. You haven't a clue as to just how miserable. I spent most of my time before shoots crying and telling people I didn't want to be there, and that I didn't enjoy the work and most of the time I cancelled, or was dropped because they couldn't get me to stop crying. I was only there because a bad situation. I am in a better situation now and very happy. Now that I am away from the people who made it their business to exploit me I have been taking the time as a volunteer speaker to educate runaways, and high risk teens about the sex industry. I am making sure that teens are aware of the predatory nature of the porn industry and how they exploit desperate children, who ironically cannot even legally view the movies they are exploited in.

Thanks for your answer, once again best of luck to you.
 

RisiSimms

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Re: FTV Risi / Risi Simms

You can claim I'm fighting windmills but you don't really know anything about the reality. It is difficult to get people to listen but if only a couple people actually know the truth and it sinks in then it is worth it.
 

lone gunman

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Re: FTV Risi / Risi Simms

:2offtopic

Is someone going to confirm/deny already that the above member is actually Rissi Sims?
 

kostlivec1

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Re: FTV Risi / Risi Simms

It could very well be. It's nice to hear from the starlets or ex-starlets to get a perspective on the real goings on in the industry. The most important thing is that you are doing much better now and can live a fulfilling life.
 
Re: FTV Risi / Risi Simms

You can claim I'm fighting windmills but you don't really know anything about the reality. It is difficult to get people to listen but if only a couple people actually know the truth and it sinks in then it is worth it.

at least i know a lot about my(!) reality and that's the most important thing (to me). as your reality is yours. you don't need to get me to listen to the situation you were in cause i am not in conflict with porn so there is no need to help me out here.

but still i am interested and listening what you think about it. and - as i said before - i share sympathy for your idealism now, being consequent to the faults you've made.

i am totally with you that girls should leave business immediatly if it's just the money thing they were after. if there is no enjoyment at all, if it just sucks and a social need to pay the bills, something definitly went wrong (long before starting porn). and i am not that naîve to think this business is just fun for all. truth is, i am a consumer of porn so the most important thing (for my reality) is that it's fun for me. and to be honest, i still believe there are at least some girls who really enjoy what they are doing.

btw - the windmill pic - was no offense. it's not that i think: you have no chance at all to change something. it's more that i think : look at this business, its evolution. it was allways there. and there were allways girls (you are not the first) who leaved for good reason and started to argue against the biz. and what happend? the biz still grows. just take a look at the "new faces" each month. it's horrible. and it's definitly not just horrible cause the consumer has no chance to gain quality stuff with girls who enjoy their work. try and error, that's it for the most of the vids. and it's the same for most of the new girls.

take care my friend :hatsoff:.
 
Re: FTV Risi / Risi Simms

sorry you had a bad experience risi! I am sure things will get much better. Sounds like you did a lot of growing up lately ;)

If it makes you feel any better, you were one of my favorites.
 

RisiSimms

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Re: FTV Risi / Risi Simms

Actually it doesn't make me feel better. That would imply that I was working for the attention. I would much rather you had no idea who I was than hear you enjoyed watching me at my most desperate times being hurt emotionally and sometimes physically.

Risi
 
Re: FTV Risi / Risi Simms

I thought You Mike take it that way. What I mean is that I think you're really attractive. I know you didn't like doing any of what you did. I wish It never happened to you.
 

RisiSimms

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Re: FTV Risi / Risi Simms

Most of the scenes were faked if possible. Obviously us using the toys was not. We only made contact long enough to get through the shot.

I do NOT like females at all. I do not find them appearing in any way, sexual or as friends. Generally speaking their attitudes and treatment of each other is terrible. I have never slept with another female in my personal life and I wouldn't. The idea is completely disgusting to me and I only chose to do it because it kept me out of scenes with men which to me was worse. Boy/Girls scenes are more personally invasive and disrespectful I avoided them when I could. This is the only reason I was ever involved with lesbian scenes. I could either have some jerk hovering over me calling me names and treating me poorly or I could have a female as my co-star and avoid about 90% of the disrespect and things I find repulsive.
 

SeraphiM

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