gentlemen,
I know it has been a while. But i would like to address all of your concerns. Men don't always care or pay attention to the things they write. I hope by sharing my perspective I can provide some insight.
My weight is a issue that I am dealing with everyday. After a significant decrease in weight over time period of 3 months I had lost almost 20lbs and was suffering from what I call "spells". Were I could literally feel my non essential body functions start to shut down and when I would ***** juice it felt like ******** ***** straight. Concerned at the end of August I went to the doctor and had some ***** work done found out that I am Hypoglycemic. This means that my body does not always produce enough sugar and requires me to have to monitor my diet closely and eat small meals. In-jesting to much sugar can cause me just as much problems. To prevent these "spells". I really became aware of the problem when I was in San Diego working for Naughty America. All my life everyone has been putting me on all these medications for depression/mood stabilizers etc that never worked, all I need was a simple ***** test.
When I look in the mirror I don't even feel like I look like the same person. I was confident and comfortable with who was I was. It most definitely made sex more enjoyable.
My body has basically been reduced to the muscle and i am working with a dietitian to get back up to my usual 134-140 weight. Right now I am 118lbs, the thinnest I have ever been in my life. Believe me know that I am aware of what was making me sick for practically my entire life, rest assure it is nothing a nice blunt and a good case of the munchies can't cure.
I know the site is horrible. To be completely honest it has not worked correctly since day one. I have stopped promoting it completely for this reason. It doesn't matter how the content is rendered or what is done. The videos always turn out poor quality because of the half ass effort that was put into the design. Now I cannot even generate thumbnails or uploaded my own through the CMS. I have never been one to be ashamed but I am most certainly ashamed of my current site. Rest assure I am working day and night to rectify the problems. I have a meeting/class tomorrow so I can learn what I need to, to complete the redesign to my satisfaction. I hope it will exceed your expectations and reinforce your faith in me as a business and performer. At the end of the day you guys-my fans are all that really matters to me. I apologize with all of my heart.
Now for content. I am shooting new and collecting past content. I have been holding on to my new content until I have a more secure website. I am giving fair warning I am digitally marking and tracking all of my new content. ANYONE who illegally downloads and shares this content will be made example of. I love you guys but this is my life "Don't Tread on Me" my friends.
I am a saying it now so everyone can hear "I AM NOT GOING ANYWHERE". I am here to stay. I have just been planning my ****** and getting an education. I love myself and I love what I do. This is the path my life took and in is who I am.
Fans that have been posting on this thread know that it may take a little longer then these other females. But I am always worth the wait. I am real, I know what it takes. You are my customers and I am here to service you.
call me your muse-yearn for the pleasure I create in you.
all my love
"eve laurence"
