I can't recall exactly how The First Time went. But I do have a hazy memory of dubbing a VHS copy (ah, memories :weeping
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The Best of Amber Lynn and Ginger Lynn from a copy that belonged to the dad of a junior-high-school buddy of mine (man, getting that thing dubbed without getting caught was downright James Bondian :1orglaugh), bringing it home to watch in private, and... things occuring.
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For example, seeing onscreen closeups of penetration by myself (i.e. without my buddy being there and trying to play it off like I wasn't as horny as I was) was too much to handle. Before I knew it, I was masturbating, although I don't recall knowing that's what I was doing. Then I came, and I remember freaking out. I can distinctly remember thinking: "What's this white stuff?! It looks like the stuff that gushed outta Bishop at the end of
Aliens! Oh, no! I musta broke my dick!" I was too scared to tell anyone, so I kept the incident to myself. And when a week went by and nothing serious happened -- like my dick falling off -- I figured I had dodged a bullet. Soon afterward, through the grapevine of my classmates, I discovered that what happened was completely normal, which was a huge relief.