Totally by accident. I was used to getting hot and bothered when I'd look at "dirty" pictures (having older brothers, sometimes you catch a glimpse). I was already sporting regular, insistent wood in my pre-teens, and I'd sneak anatomy and sexuality texts in the library into the bathroom stall, touch my aching junk. Just get all hot and bothered. Then, one day. I didn't really expect much, I didn't know enough yet, just touching - then a
surging climax, the tiniest bit of jizz. I didn't even think it was jizz, at the time. In retrospect, I realized it was. I remember reading Tori Amos in an interview talk about discovering her orgasm, upstairs in her bedroom, and how it opened a whole damn world where you came first (literally). So yeah, a guy's gonna get hooked on a feelin', if you know what I mean
