No, never.
You'll soon get over those infantile ideas that are still floating within your consciousness about "importance" and "meaning." these things I'm afraid mean absolutely nothing. Your life isn't important, it never was - the human perception of being is a delusional construct created by a brain that is too large that has an imagination too vast for our weak mammalian exterior. Your participation on a message board at 3am on a week day means nothing. You and those like you are nothing but a skid mark on the underwear of the universe ready to be scrapped off with a kitchen knife and wiped into the kitchen towel that is the space dust that surrounds us and is within us.
Death comes but too soon. But for some of us, not soon enough.