FWIW just bought a membership to big naturals just to watch your scene.
Caution: I am not a mental health professional.
Your emotional take-away seems to be catharsis.
Perhaps you like BDSM because it helps you deal with traumatic situations in the past during which you were treated cruelly and could not escape. By "re-living" such abuse, albeit in a "theatrical" situation in which you really ARE in control, you are able to "rewrite" the script of those (subconscious) memories - particularly their emotional import - and regain the sense of control and security you lost during the abuse.
Catharsis: In psychology, the term was first employed by Sigmund Freud's colleague Josef Breuer (1842–1925), who developed a "cathartic" treatment using hypnosis for persons suffering from hysterical symptoms. While under hypnosis, Breuer's patients were able to recall traumatic experiences, and through the process of expressing the original emotions that had been repressed and forgotten, they were relieved of their symptoms.
Hey Danny,
Do you ever check your incoming PMs, or Private Messages (go to http://board.freeones.com/private.php?folderid=0) here at FreeOnes?
I've just sent you a third PM and noticed you never read the previous two (the first of very considerable age, and now moot). If you simply don't read these as a matter of policy, there is no point for me - or anyone else who may be doing so - to write any such things. Perhaps you are not aware that this communication channel exists?
There are things which you or your correspondent may want or need to keep out of sight of the forum, making Private Messages of value to one or both parties.
RSVP here in the forum, so all of us will know what you want to do. Thanks!
She's going to end up getting scared away from this board like some other certain adult stars and models.
Someone's selling your photo on eBay
http://www.ebay.com/itm/MODEL-IN-BL...?pt=UK_Art_Photographs_RL&hash=item2ecb5f5526
Any update on the IR scenes you promised months ago?
Caution: I am not a mental health professional...
who will you be shooting the scene with?