Angela,
Looks like this thread has died down quite a bit. Now that your big debut has come and gone, what is your opinion of this situation? How do you feel about what you've done, what are your plans for the future, and do you have any public reflections that you would like to make regarding your measured, premeditated decision to participate in sex with another man on camera. Were your motivations personal, political, financial, philosophical? What is your opinion of the silence of this particular thread? I don't know what other boards you may or may not be on, but the silence here is almost deafening. Have we as your fans nothing further to ask of you save for more kink, or is the silence merely the peaceful relaxation of a post-coital encounter: grounded, centered, at peace, the way good sex is meant to be?
I hope I'm not prying into your life too much. One of my passions is sex, and not because it's a biological imperative.
In my experience, some fans will make their models into these makeshift girlfriends. They create fantasies where commonly these women dressing in specific ways or performing specific acts trigger fetishes. I've seen heated discussions regarding this situation. Some men (or fans regardless of gender) wouldn't have wanted to see your latest scenarios that you participated in. How do you respond to this fantasy creation and the likelihood that many people out there may make you into their makeshift girlfriend?
In your response to your comment about sex workers either being accused of being ******, being insane, or both, I support it. What a great scam right? If someone does something that you don't approve of, you can discredit them in the minds of others and take away their choice by simply saying that they are acting out because of stipulations that are out of their control. If a person is crazy, then they have no credibility. At least, that's how it is in America. I thought it was localized here but it seems to be this way in other parts of the world as well. Accusing someone of being crazy can successfully discount experience (the greatest teacher of all), education, and even politeness that you would consider valid. I mean, why bother, they are just crazy right? What do they know? Anyway I'm rambling, but I think my point here was that I agree with your perspective regarding insanity being used as a tool to discredit anyone's opinion.
With Much Respect and Admiration,
"Adam"
Looks like this thread has died down quite a bit. Now that your big debut has come and gone, what is your opinion of this situation? How do you feel about what you've done, what are your plans for the future, and do you have any public reflections that you would like to make regarding your measured, premeditated decision to participate in sex with another man on camera. Were your motivations personal, political, financial, philosophical? What is your opinion of the silence of this particular thread? I don't know what other boards you may or may not be on, but the silence here is almost deafening. Have we as your fans nothing further to ask of you save for more kink, or is the silence merely the peaceful relaxation of a post-coital encounter: grounded, centered, at peace, the way good sex is meant to be?
I hope I'm not prying into your life too much. One of my passions is sex, and not because it's a biological imperative.
In my experience, some fans will make their models into these makeshift girlfriends. They create fantasies where commonly these women dressing in specific ways or performing specific acts trigger fetishes. I've seen heated discussions regarding this situation. Some men (or fans regardless of gender) wouldn't have wanted to see your latest scenarios that you participated in. How do you respond to this fantasy creation and the likelihood that many people out there may make you into their makeshift girlfriend?
In your response to your comment about sex workers either being accused of being ******, being insane, or both, I support it. What a great scam right? If someone does something that you don't approve of, you can discredit them in the minds of others and take away their choice by simply saying that they are acting out because of stipulations that are out of their control. If a person is crazy, then they have no credibility. At least, that's how it is in America. I thought it was localized here but it seems to be this way in other parts of the world as well. Accusing someone of being crazy can successfully discount experience (the greatest teacher of all), education, and even politeness that you would consider valid. I mean, why bother, they are just crazy right? What do they know? Anyway I'm rambling, but I think my point here was that I agree with your perspective regarding insanity being used as a tool to discredit anyone's opinion.
With Much Respect and Admiration,
"Adam"
I was just wondering if you get turned on when you watch yourself on camera getting fucked, or is it more that watching yourself on cam reminds you of that actual experience and that is what turns you on? Sorry if the question sounds confusing.
