She wrote on the adult DVD talk forum
"I TRULY loved the business and all of the people I have met.
I left the business for many many reasons. I started to get burned out, stressed out, and couldn't take breaks which made me starting to dislike the business. I thought it might be one of the phrase I was having but I was wrong, I was working too much for a very long period of time. Which made me wanting to have a normal life, such as going to college, wait tables, whatever to get me through life, as long as I'll have a normal life routine without anyone telling me what to do in my life or what choice I should be making.
The kink scene really pushed me out of the line and I told myself "that's it, what's the point of it? I am sick of this."
I do not blame the people at kink, they were doing their job. It was me that stopped enjoying it and loving it.
I don't believe I will make an return back to the business because I can't look at it the same as I did when I first started it. I want to do something I will truly enjoy and love and it is not this anymore. Money was good, yes. But it did not make me happy.
Thank you guys for your time, and for supporting me, even since day 1. I truly truly appreciate it. I did not announce this earlier because I did not want to create a drama, I just have found out that you guys wanting to know the truth and there it is.
Love,
Alina"
I guess she was getting burned out but kink just ruined it for her(and by extention all of us).
I wish her the best of luck in everything she does she was an amazing performer even for the short time she was in the business. Good luck alina.
