I understand completely pal. And I agree.
Thing is, these days it doesn't pay to be too nice or too honest. Otherwise you will just get fucked over like everyone else who is honest. My dad who is 78 has worked his whole life and he keeps saying that the working man has nothing (in the UK) those who don't work have it all. Cars, money, flat screen tv's, holidays, houses (inside) that make Buck Palace look like a garden shed, etc. And it's true. The working man is fucked when it comes to taxes. To win in the lottery you need to be a rapist or drug dealer or some other criminal type. Normal honest people rarely win BIG in the lotto. Not long ago I read somewhere that a rapist who was out on day leave from the minimum security jail or something like that went into a shop and bought a lotto ticket. The bastard won about seven and a half million. I think his victims were talking about suing him now he has the money. I hope they do, and I hope they win!.