I'm glad you can still...uhm..."lol". 
I'm sorry to hear about your story. I don't even know what to say.
I just hope for the best for you. You deserve nothing but the best. Love you sweetie. If there was anything I could do for you just tell me and I will help wherever I can. I know it is/won't be much, but please know I'll be always there for you.
Big kisses.
I'm sorry to hear about your story. I don't even know what to say.
Big kisses.