Respect her business please, if she told you to not upload it on other forums then don't do it. There's a reason why they give private shows cuz you gotta pay for it it's their income. If everyone goes spreading it around there's no reason anymore to have any paying fans on her website, cuz half of the people is goin' to get it for free. Things like this can harm the porn(Ashley doesn't do porn I know)/sex industry and might keep any possible new girls who are willing to enter the business away.