Why did you join the business?
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JaanaRuutu
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When i was 18, an ex of mine leaked topless pictures I'd sent him. Everyone in town had seen them. i worked in the music business at the time and a lot of people turned on me. I was harassed, slut-shamed, and humiliated. Someone even sent the pictures to every single person I had on my Facebook friends list. I was so hurt and the bullying got so intense that I actually tried to kill myself at one point. I'm chubby and I have aereolas that are proportionate to the size of my naturally-large breasts, so apparently that meant I had no right being naked in front of a camera. I even had several people tell me that "It's okay" when women that look like Bree Olsen take nude pictures, because they're "attractive", but when people that look like me do it, it's trashy and makes us look like we don't have dignity.
In 2010, I was still getting harassed. One day I got an e-mail from someone I didn't know telling me that i could make good money with my body if I became a cam girl. I thought he was full of shit, but i signed up for MyFreeCams anyway. I made $3k in my first month..and I guess I just never looked back. This is part of why i wanna win Best Newcomer so badly. I can go back to all of those people that tried to hurt me and say "LOOK, DICKHEADS! I AM beautiful!"
Camming and making clips empowers me. I don't plan to do this for the rest of my life, but I'm happy doing it right now. I think I'm good at it and I think my fans appreciate my work.
In 2010, I was still getting harassed. One day I got an e-mail from someone I didn't know telling me that i could make good money with my body if I became a cam girl. I thought he was full of shit, but i signed up for MyFreeCams anyway. I made $3k in my first month..and I guess I just never looked back. This is part of why i wanna win Best Newcomer so badly. I can go back to all of those people that tried to hurt me and say "LOOK, DICKHEADS! I AM beautiful!"
Camming and making clips empowers me. I don't plan to do this for the rest of my life, but I'm happy doing it right now. I think I'm good at it and I think my fans appreciate my work.
jointsmoker612
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95% of them will say "to pay for school"------ya right. And not one will say "because i'm a whore"
LOL,
LOL,
JaanaRuutu
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IQ of 130, was in all honours classes in high school, was on the Scholastic team, and stated my own business when I was 15. Please, tell me again about how I'm a whore and make ironic jokes about how women in this business aren't smart.
jointsmoker612
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Say what? when did I once say anything about women not being smart?
jointsmoker612
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Take Mariah Milano for instance. She is probably the smartest pornstar I know. She did what she had too do in the biz and put them earning too good use. Now she's livin' large in Florida, got resturant's, a book coming out etc.
Yes this is a compliment Mariah. I know you don't like me because I don't add oil to my pasta water but i gotta give props when it's due
Yes this is a compliment Mariah. I know you don't like me because I don't add oil to my pasta water but i gotta give props when it's due
JaanaRuutu
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The way that posted was worded, followed by the LOL, sounded like you were being facetious about us actually attending college.
that made me laugh out loud lol
SabrinaDeep
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Well, you can find very old interviews of mine where i have no problems to state that i entered in porn cause i'm a slut. I entered when i was 27yo and i was having at the time a very nice and remunerative job in sales, but i loved to do gangbangs in my spare time and i decided that fucking and swallowing cum for a living would have been awesome. And yes, i agree with you: i also don't like the hypocrisy of porn girls taking the words slut or whore as an offense. That's who we are and if you don't like it you're in the wrong biz and chances are that you will become another Shelley Lubben. Nothing bad with it, but eventually you shouldn't blame society but only yourself, since you have chosen to do something that you didn't like to do. Long live sex.
raimmi
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@ Jaana Ruutu: Thank you for sharing your private story with us.
@ Sabrina Deep: I didn't expect that kind of answer, thank you for being honest.
@ Sabrina Deep: I didn't expect that kind of answer, thank you for being honest.
Kind of like Anders' story
JaanaRuutu
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Mosey on over to my Freeones Personals store and pick yourself up a video.Pics, or I call bullshit!
Adding oil to water when you're cooking pasta does almost nothing (it simply stops the water getting too frothy when it boils over which it shouldn't do if you're watching it anyway). A little oil after you drain the water will stop it from clumping together and sticking but anyone who wants that effect by oiling up their water is mistaken.
That said, I dunno why I entered the biz.
Mariahxxx
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I was 17 almost turning 18 and ran into a girl I went to Jr High with at a nail salon...she was on her way to shoot for Videoteam and showed me a magazine she was in. I was a broke single mom making minimum wage and had only had sex with 1 guy in my life, who was a loser. I went and her manager was there with his wife Dee, and they told me they could make me a lot of money and kept calling and calling and finally when I turned 18 I said fuck it and went and did my first scene for Ed Powers. That was January 8 1998, more than 600 scenes ago! Time flies when you're getting paid to get laid! I had my first girl on girl on camera too. it's been a crazy ride, for sure!
I did it 100% for the money. I made stupid money my first year. My first month I made more than $20k and spent every cent at the mall and buying stuff for my brother and mom. I was painfully shy my entire life until I did porn. When I came back to doing movies after a few years off I ran into a director who had shot me back in the late 90s who said "I remember when you didn't talk" which is fucking funny because now you can't shut me up!
I had my first girl on girl on camera too. it's been a crazy ride, for sure! I did it 100% for the money. I made stupid money my first year. My first month I made more than $20k and spent every cent at the mall and buying stuff for my brother and mom. I was painfully shy my entire life until I did porn. When I came back to doing movies after a few years off I ran into a director who had shot me back in the late 90s who said "I remember when you didn't talk" which is fucking funny because now you can't shut me up!
SabrinaDeep
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so Ander's took Petra's "position" then?
Petra is a bitch, not a slut!
Mosey on over to my Freeones Personals store and pick yourself up a video.
That's not how that works, you know. :tongue:
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