A new girl started at my work, she was to stay with us for 6 weeks.
She had a live-in and 2 ****, so there nothing could happen. However, 1 week before her stay ended, we got in touch. We talked and there was chemistry at once. The first time I talked to her, it was like I had known her for years.
She was clear about not cheat on her live-in, who she's been toghether with for 6 years.
2,5 week later, we kissed. Another 2 weeks, we had sex. She was always clear about not cheating, but she couldn't resist.
She told me that she was not happy in her realationship, but she was staying because of her ****. And they only.
Because of her situation back home, we couldn't do anything toghether, except seeing each other at my place. Of course, she couldn't promise me that she would leave her live-in. And if she did, there was no guarantee that we would get together. She often told me this, and said she did because she wouldn't see me get hurt.
She was really nice to me. Helped me get through small problems, supported me and beleived in me. She acctually said she was proud of me. I was felling in love with her, and she told me the same. She gave a lot of her self, and risked a lot to be with me.
We saw each other for 7 weeks. Everyday. We also talked a lot on phone and internett. Late nights..
Suddenly, i noticed that something wasn't what it used to be. After 2 days, she didn't want to have sex all the time. She wantet to talk instead of sex, because we didn't have much time. She couldn't tell her live-in that she was at my place, so our meetings had to be 1-2hours only.
But, it was more than the sex. A couple of days later she didn't want to be "girlfriend" with me. It came from clear sky. She said it was to complicated, and I really understand. Have no problems understanding that it was to difficult for her.
She said she wanted to be my friend, and now 10 weeks later, we hardly talk or send sms. She obviously doesn't care for me like she did.
I feel used, even how hard it is to understand. Because she really liked me. She needed a person like me. But now, she is fine. She realise her mistake, but doesn't want to admit it to me. But, I think she could care more for me than she does.
I know..I should forget her, and I will. But I still don't understand why it turned up like this. She was so honest to me, so it's hard to understand.
I am old enough to have experienced a lot of love, and of all my loved ones, this girl was special to me. I've never felt anything like this before. Therefor it's hard letting her go. But, I will. I only want to understand why this happened so suddenly, and why she's not care for me, the way she did.
I told her I wouldn't talk to her more. She said it was to bad I couldn't have her in my life. Even though, she didn't respected my request. She wrote sms, and of course, I answered. I told her I would try have contact with her, but again I couldn't. Yet again, she didn't respectet me. She asked me some question and told me she knew my request, and I was free to not answer her. I answered her, and told her I missed her, and needed her friendship. The funny part here, is that, after I told her I needed her, it seems like she is keeping a distance to me. Just pretending she cares.
I've given up on her, but it's hard. Hard knowing what we had, and how it ended. So suddenly..
THank you for reading. Now I hope you might have an answer or two
She had a live-in and 2 ****, so there nothing could happen. However, 1 week before her stay ended, we got in touch. We talked and there was chemistry at once. The first time I talked to her, it was like I had known her for years.
She was clear about not cheat on her live-in, who she's been toghether with for 6 years.
2,5 week later, we kissed. Another 2 weeks, we had sex. She was always clear about not cheating, but she couldn't resist.
She told me that she was not happy in her realationship, but she was staying because of her ****. And they only.
Because of her situation back home, we couldn't do anything toghether, except seeing each other at my place. Of course, she couldn't promise me that she would leave her live-in. And if she did, there was no guarantee that we would get together. She often told me this, and said she did because she wouldn't see me get hurt.
She was really nice to me. Helped me get through small problems, supported me and beleived in me. She acctually said she was proud of me. I was felling in love with her, and she told me the same. She gave a lot of her self, and risked a lot to be with me.
We saw each other for 7 weeks. Everyday. We also talked a lot on phone and internett. Late nights..
Suddenly, i noticed that something wasn't what it used to be. After 2 days, she didn't want to have sex all the time. She wantet to talk instead of sex, because we didn't have much time. She couldn't tell her live-in that she was at my place, so our meetings had to be 1-2hours only.
But, it was more than the sex. A couple of days later she didn't want to be "girlfriend" with me. It came from clear sky. She said it was to complicated, and I really understand. Have no problems understanding that it was to difficult for her.
She said she wanted to be my friend, and now 10 weeks later, we hardly talk or send sms. She obviously doesn't care for me like she did.
I feel used, even how hard it is to understand. Because she really liked me. She needed a person like me. But now, she is fine. She realise her mistake, but doesn't want to admit it to me. But, I think she could care more for me than she does.
I know..I should forget her, and I will. But I still don't understand why it turned up like this. She was so honest to me, so it's hard to understand.
I am old enough to have experienced a lot of love, and of all my loved ones, this girl was special to me. I've never felt anything like this before. Therefor it's hard letting her go. But, I will. I only want to understand why this happened so suddenly, and why she's not care for me, the way she did.
I told her I wouldn't talk to her more. She said it was to bad I couldn't have her in my life. Even though, she didn't respected my request. She wrote sms, and of course, I answered. I told her I would try have contact with her, but again I couldn't. Yet again, she didn't respectet me. She asked me some question and told me she knew my request, and I was free to not answer her. I answered her, and told her I missed her, and needed her friendship. The funny part here, is that, after I told her I needed her, it seems like she is keeping a distance to me. Just pretending she cares.
I've given up on her, but it's hard. Hard knowing what we had, and how it ended. So suddenly..
THank you for reading. Now I hope you might have an answer or two
