The doctors say...

[hothannah]

My time is up.

Ok people, so here's the low down.

I've never said before before but i'm ill. Like uber ill. we're talking cancer ill.

This will be my last post as things have gone down hill and I have to move into hospital full time and my internet access will be gone.

I've been expecting this for a while and for a long time i've been ok. But the time has finally come. That time I knew would come, but have been ignoring for months.

Here's the truth about me. I'm 19 now and still a virgin. I will always be a virgin and never know what it's like to be in love or even kiss a guy.

I've not got involved in all your petty squabbles regarding Obama, Homosexuality, religion and what not because, well guys believe me, it's not worth it. Not when death is a calling at your door.

They say I have a few weeks weeks left but I feel quite well, so who knows. I may be back.

It's been fun and I've enjoyed, for the most part your company.

What ever your thoughts, opinions and beliefs on everything in your world, I hope you live a long and happy life because that option is not available to me.

Goodbye and I hope someone worth while wins the Miss freeones comp. LOL.

I was hoping to last out for the results of that. Not that I expected to win, but it would have been fun.

See you on the other side guys.

I'm scared. Fuck shit I'm scared. But I'm told it'll be ok.

Here's hoping.

Here's a :kiss: for each and every one of you.

 

[thebear247]

wow i just went from laughting to near tears when i read your post i really hope this isnt some sick joke . i will pray for you take care and god bless . i dont know what eles to say but im sorry

 

[Skyraider22]

We never know if tommorrow is promised to us I'm sorry to hear of your condition and I'm hoping and praying you will pull though just remember don't ever give up Once again God Bless and you will be in my prayers.:hatsoff:

 

[DOA82]

I dont know you, Ive never interacted with you on the board, I dont even know if hannah is your real name.

But I respect your honesty and perhaps the saddest part of your whole post is that your only 19. Thats just to young for the ordeal you describe, even sadder, its a life thats never known love, I expect thats about to change though.

One thing I love about this board, people I'll never meet, from around the world, different backgrounds, races, old and young, but ill bet if it were possible every one of them would be kicking down your door to wish you well.

Everyone on the board will be poised for updates whenever you can get them here.

I wish you a speedy recovery and all the best. This is not a time for anonimity, so from the bottom of my heart, I wish you well. DOA

 

[biomech]

I don't really know you well, but good luck and god bless.

 

[thebear247]

I dont know you, Ive never interacted with you on the board, I dont even know if hannah is your real name.

But I respect your honesty and perhaps the saddest part of your whole post is that your only 19. Thats just to young for the ordeal you describe, even sadder, its a life thats never known love, I expect thats about to change though.

One thing I love about this board, people I'll never meet, from around the world, different backgrounds, races, old and young, but ill bet if it were possible every one of them would be kicking down your door to wish you well.

Everyone on the board will be poised for updates whenever you can get them here.

I wish you a speedy recovery and all the best. This is not a time for anonimity, so from the bottom of my heart, I wish you well. DOA

thats awesome man and i agree im one of those that would kick down some ones door an dhelp them in a time in need this has changed my whole mood of the night i cant help but think what you are going threw my heart breaks for you. i wish i would have known you better

 

[ThatRedWing]

I'm at a loss for words. All I can say is Never Stop Fighting. You are in our thoughts.

 

[D-rock]

If you're telling the truth, and I'll assume you are, that's terrible. I hope until the your last breath you never give up. It's not over yet, and until that happens there will be hope. I will say a prayer for you.

 

[friendsofmine]

good luck to you and if all our prayers arent answered, and you loose the fight...god speed hannah

 

[jodyojody]

my thoughts are with you

good luck and stay strong

 

[Galactic]

Dear God.

That was the most heart wrenching thing I have read. Hannah.....I don't even know what to say. There is nothing I can say. Day to day worries are pretty meaningless compared to what you have just shared with us.

God bless......our thoughts are with you.

 

[Manny460]

Words fail me. You have touched me, and many others, with this post, and with your presence on this board. I know you'll fight with everything you have. We'll be thinking of you and with you with all that we have.

 

[usmc071984]

dude.... buzz kill.....
wow this has got to be the first serious post ive seen here. ever. im sorry to hear this all about you and i hope you make one of the few miracle stories of a suspected few weeks turning into years......

 

[Facetious]

I just went pale as a ghost.

I'm most hopeful that there will be miracles to follow.

:blows a kiss:

 

[yaheem]

Some folks need a good reason to look for God and I just found him after reading your post, I hope and pray that you pull out okay, hope you do find a true love, and see that you live for a very long time. Come back soon hon.:lovecoupl

 

[STDiva]

Perspective

This just put things in it.

In memory

 

[tartanterrier]

Good luck Hannah and I hope something miraculous happens so you
come back fighting.

If there really is a god out there,then i'm sure whatever happens will
be for the best.Whether it's good or bad.

Get well soon

 

[Kil4Thril]

At first I was thinking "sick joke" post. Then I started lumping my throat. Now, I'm seriously pissed off Someone this young should never have to face their own mortality. I lost a very close friend to diabetes when she was only 22. 12 years later, I'm still dealing with it.

 

[lovejoy]

I respect your posting but wait a second.

With such a limited information you posted, I doubt you will 'actually" die. So be cool and have fun.

At a much earlier age, you were told to have cancer, the most likely cancer you will have is ALL. Acute lymphoblastic Leukemia which can be treated and in remission well over 90%. You may be in "blast phase" or "low blood count".

Even you inherit genes to develop many other cancers such as Xeroderma pigmentosa (melanoma), and expose to the sun, cancer will not develop until you are in early 20's and doctors will not know that. In order for doctors to know that and tell you to go to the hospital, they have to draw the blood from you and have the pathologist to look at the slides to know you are in the "blast phase" of the disease. They will blast off the cancer cells and you will have fun,

Since you are not a male, testicular cancer is ruled out.

You will be back but with a few pounds less and a few hair left !

See you in 2 weeks !

 

[Ashleigh]

I respect your posting but wait a second.

With such a limited information you posted, I doubt you will 'actually" die. So be cool and have fun.

At a much earlier age, you were told to have cancer, the most likely cancer you will have is ALL. Acute lymphoblastic Leukemia which can be treated and in remission well over 90%. You may be in "blast phase" or "low blood count".

Even you inherit genes to develop many other cancers such as Xeroderma pigmentosa (melanoma), and expose to the sun, cancer will not develop until you are in early 20's and doctors will not know that. In order for doctors to know that and tell you to go to the hospital, they have to draw the blood from you and have the pathologist to look at the slides to know you are in the "blast phase" of the disease. They will blast off the cancer cells and you will have fun,

Since you are not a male, testicular cancer is ruled out.

You will be back but with a few pounds less and a few hair left !

See you in 2 weeks !

...wtf?

If the OP is speaking the truth then you need to stfu. You do realize that there are several kinds of cancer that can take a womans life, even at a young age? Ovarian, breast, rectal, Uterine...the list goes on.

To the OP, I've never talked with you, or really saw many of your posts with Freeones being as huge as it is. But you're in my prayers and stay strong.