Just had an encounter with an ****** and got laid for the first time. While it was pleasurable, and the lady was really nice and helped me get the ropes of things, I find myself wondering at the fact that very little of it wasn't quite what I expected, the whole thing seemed surreal. I've put this off till I'm 27, and I often wondered if losing my virginity would change my life in some profound way, and was surprised to find that the only major breakthrough was that there was very little change. I feel like I can go the rest of my single days now without screwing another woman, now that I got it out of my system. Jacking off alone seems to achieve the same ends, even without that sexy woman moaning and saying encouraging things. I didn't expect to feel this way at all.
Anyone else experience something like this their first time? Still trying to make sense of it here.
Anyone else experience something like this their first time? Still trying to make sense of it here.
