SimonMK
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Been a while, its about the girl I met in my new school. Everything is alright, we dine together every dinner, we share stuff that happened in our past and now. I also talk a lot more now. Been invited to a bar, her friend's party, her birthday's party and this Saturday's Halloween party.
Anyway, we share a lot of stuff like our opinions while respecting each other and having fun at the same time. Then we went in a conversation about our past love story and she asked if I am virgin and if not how was my first time. Some of you knows I lost my virginity with a ****** and it was a bad experience... but I don't know if I should tell that or pretend to be still a virgin or invent a story...
She a very open person but I am skeptical to talk about it. I don't want to lie to her but I am worried she will freak out or be distant from me. I am not in love or anything, I just don't want to lose her as a friend. I guess I can always tell her she I wanted to experience and feel how is sex and that I was depressed from never having a girlfriend and started to thing I will never have one. Which was also true but I never mentioned it in the board. Maybe she will understand and don't judge me too much? Or it better to not tell anything?
Anyway, we share a lot of stuff like our opinions while respecting each other and having fun at the same time. Then we went in a conversation about our past love story and she asked if I am virgin and if not how was my first time. Some of you knows I lost my virginity with a ****** and it was a bad experience... but I don't know if I should tell that or pretend to be still a virgin or invent a story...
She a very open person but I am skeptical to talk about it. I don't want to lie to her but I am worried she will freak out or be distant from me. I am not in love or anything, I just don't want to lose her as a friend. I guess I can always tell her she I wanted to experience and feel how is sex and that I was depressed from never having a girlfriend and started to thing I will never have one. Which was also true but I never mentioned it in the board. Maybe she will understand and don't judge me too much? Or it better to not tell anything?
