My story
Debated for a while about writing down my experiences, I’m not a very good writer and sorry if it’s long winded boring story but here goes and although it might sound fantasy in some parts I promise it’s all true..
I met Phil aged 8 many many years ago we became very good friends we didn’t attend the same schools but spent all our time outside of school together. The first experience I remember involving anything adult themed was about 4 years later when I discovered a porn magazine at my house my dad had obviously hidden badly, we looked through it with nervous silence in fact whenever we were in the house one of us would be looking through but we never said anything to each other.
We started to spend a lot of time staying at each other’s house and we ‘topped and tailed’ in bed we were 13 so teen hormones were starting to take effect and looking back I think I permanently had a ‘boner’ but when we slept in the same bed together I was rock hard I used to accidentally rub my arse cheek up to him and the feeling I got was incredible so turned on it would keep me awake most of the night this kept happening for months and we used to stay at each other’s house 2 or 3 times a week but again nothing was ever said I will never forget the feeling of frustration with this my throat was dry every time we got in bed I couldn’t wait but also wanted to be open about it and I for some reason just couldn’t speak or ask if he felt the same way.
One day at his house I just made my mind up that the next time we stopped over I was saying something, that very night we were camping in the back garden of his house we had a porn mag we were looking through and I just came out with it I told him I was always hard when we slept together do you feel the same? His reply straight away without hesitation was yes and the shy quiet lad who never mentioned anything about sex said I want to suck your cock. It was a freezing cold night we were both in sleeping bags Phil climbed into my sleeping bag and immediately starting stroking my cock I was so hard but so nervous it was the first time anybody had touched me he started to kiss my body and very quickly made is way down to my cock I will never forget the first time is mouth touched my cock months of frustration and excitement seemed to disappear I just relaxed and he spent about 15 minutes working on my cock before I couldn’t stop myself and filled his mouth with my load. He climbed out of my sleeping bag and we fell asleep. The following day we got up but didn’t speak about what happened I spent the next 2 days wondering if I made a huge mistake I loved every minute of what happened but wasn’t sure whether our awkward silences would be too much.
The following weekend Phil was staying at mine we were fine but we hadn’t spoke about what had happened we spent the night watching TV in my bedroom I went out to get drinks when I came back he had unzipped his trousers and was stroking his cock I sat beside him took my jeans off and started stroking my cock I so wanted to get my mouth around his rock hard cock but couldn’t bring myself to do it he went down on me again and got another load just like the week before, this started to become a regular theme for a number of weeks until one night despite going out of the room several times lol nothing happened. So I just decided to start unzipping him and start playing with his soft cock it was the first time I had touched another cock I ran my tongue up and down the underside of his cock and sucked on his balls, before finally sucking his cock I kept down on him until he came it was amazing. I still get aroused remembering how he let me do it
Over the next few years we met on a regular basis doing the same thing every time wanking and sucking each other and had my first my outdoor experiences with him, without any doubt my top 20 blowjobs ever have all come from him. By the time we reached our mid twenties we were both in relationships and both with kids meeting became harder to achieve and finding places to have our fun a lot more difficult we spent many night s parked in secluded areas or giving each other quick blow jobs when our partners went to bed, one meeting we decided to go to a sauna a eye opening experience and it became our most intimate meeting ever. We had watched several men sucking and fucking and gay porn in every room so by the time we got a booth of our own we were incredibly horny it was the first time we kissed and it was as passionate as I have ever kissed a woman and it was the first time I fucked him the feeling of emptying my load inside him was amazing he came whilst I was fucking him, we were both exhausted by the whole experience but hooked as well we met several times in the saunas afterwards and I loved every visit.
About 4 years ago Phil ran into some family troubles and decided to move away for a fresh start the only thing keeping him in the area was our meets but the pressures of family life meant they had to move away. I haven’t seen or sadly spoken to him since. I do desperately miss our meetings although they weren’t as regular in recent years but hope the opportunity to meet again comes at some stage.
That’s my story, now why did I write it? I hope people enjoy the read but I did this for me I consider myself straight openly and secretly bi?? Stupid, wrong, yes probably but even going back to the early meetings with Phil we didn’t really discuss what we did we just did it. It was only in later years we were very open about our ‘friendship’, we were never lovers we just enjoyed the passion and sex with each other but we were best friends, both of us with girlfriends and then wife’s. Now to answer the next question and answer I will happily say I don’t understand the answer but I never felt any guilt about our meetings when we were in other relationships looking at it from a outsiders view it was wrong we shouldn’t have done it but to me and Phil it was just part of our friendship i still to this day don’t regret that. This bit is the hardest part of this to write because I really can’t explain it. It’s an easy option to keep my male to male encounters secret I know but I don’t naturally feel attracted to men but I do love watching gay and bi porn and have a fascination for cock to the point I do want to experience another male encounter as soon as possible!!! But I haven’t yet and don’t think I will in the future be open about my male relationships it’s a secret I like to keep for now
Debated for a while about writing down my experiences, I’m not a very good writer and sorry if it’s long winded boring story but here goes and although it might sound fantasy in some parts I promise it’s all true..
I met Phil aged 8 many many years ago we became very good friends we didn’t attend the same schools but spent all our time outside of school together. The first experience I remember involving anything adult themed was about 4 years later when I discovered a porn magazine at my house my dad had obviously hidden badly, we looked through it with nervous silence in fact whenever we were in the house one of us would be looking through but we never said anything to each other.
We started to spend a lot of time staying at each other’s house and we ‘topped and tailed’ in bed we were 13 so teen hormones were starting to take effect and looking back I think I permanently had a ‘boner’ but when we slept in the same bed together I was rock hard I used to accidentally rub my arse cheek up to him and the feeling I got was incredible so turned on it would keep me awake most of the night this kept happening for months and we used to stay at each other’s house 2 or 3 times a week but again nothing was ever said I will never forget the feeling of frustration with this my throat was dry every time we got in bed I couldn’t wait but also wanted to be open about it and I for some reason just couldn’t speak or ask if he felt the same way.
One day at his house I just made my mind up that the next time we stopped over I was saying something, that very night we were camping in the back garden of his house we had a porn mag we were looking through and I just came out with it I told him I was always hard when we slept together do you feel the same? His reply straight away without hesitation was yes and the shy quiet lad who never mentioned anything about sex said I want to suck your cock. It was a freezing cold night we were both in sleeping bags Phil climbed into my sleeping bag and immediately starting stroking my cock I was so hard but so nervous it was the first time anybody had touched me he started to kiss my body and very quickly made is way down to my cock I will never forget the first time is mouth touched my cock months of frustration and excitement seemed to disappear I just relaxed and he spent about 15 minutes working on my cock before I couldn’t stop myself and filled his mouth with my load. He climbed out of my sleeping bag and we fell asleep. The following day we got up but didn’t speak about what happened I spent the next 2 days wondering if I made a huge mistake I loved every minute of what happened but wasn’t sure whether our awkward silences would be too much.
The following weekend Phil was staying at mine we were fine but we hadn’t spoke about what had happened we spent the night watching TV in my bedroom I went out to get drinks when I came back he had unzipped his trousers and was stroking his cock I sat beside him took my jeans off and started stroking my cock I so wanted to get my mouth around his rock hard cock but couldn’t bring myself to do it he went down on me again and got another load just like the week before, this started to become a regular theme for a number of weeks until one night despite going out of the room several times lol nothing happened. So I just decided to start unzipping him and start playing with his soft cock it was the first time I had touched another cock I ran my tongue up and down the underside of his cock and sucked on his balls, before finally sucking his cock I kept down on him until he came it was amazing. I still get aroused remembering how he let me do it
Over the next few years we met on a regular basis doing the same thing every time wanking and sucking each other and had my first my outdoor experiences with him, without any doubt my top 20 blowjobs ever have all come from him. By the time we reached our mid twenties we were both in relationships and both with kids meeting became harder to achieve and finding places to have our fun a lot more difficult we spent many night s parked in secluded areas or giving each other quick blow jobs when our partners went to bed, one meeting we decided to go to a sauna a eye opening experience and it became our most intimate meeting ever. We had watched several men sucking and fucking and gay porn in every room so by the time we got a booth of our own we were incredibly horny it was the first time we kissed and it was as passionate as I have ever kissed a woman and it was the first time I fucked him the feeling of emptying my load inside him was amazing he came whilst I was fucking him, we were both exhausted by the whole experience but hooked as well we met several times in the saunas afterwards and I loved every visit.
About 4 years ago Phil ran into some family troubles and decided to move away for a fresh start the only thing keeping him in the area was our meets but the pressures of family life meant they had to move away. I haven’t seen or sadly spoken to him since. I do desperately miss our meetings although they weren’t as regular in recent years but hope the opportunity to meet again comes at some stage.
That’s my story, now why did I write it? I hope people enjoy the read but I did this for me I consider myself straight openly and secretly bi?? Stupid, wrong, yes probably but even going back to the early meetings with Phil we didn’t really discuss what we did we just did it. It was only in later years we were very open about our ‘friendship’, we were never lovers we just enjoyed the passion and sex with each other but we were best friends, both of us with girlfriends and then wife’s. Now to answer the next question and answer I will happily say I don’t understand the answer but I never felt any guilt about our meetings when we were in other relationships looking at it from a outsiders view it was wrong we shouldn’t have done it but to me and Phil it was just part of our friendship i still to this day don’t regret that. This bit is the hardest part of this to write because I really can’t explain it. It’s an easy option to keep my male to male encounters secret I know but I don’t naturally feel attracted to men but I do love watching gay and bi porn and have a fascination for cock to the point I do want to experience another male encounter as soon as possible!!! But I haven’t yet and don’t think I will in the future be open about my male relationships it’s a secret I like to keep for now
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