No offense but EX-JW's here will understand this a little bit better probably. 
My ******, one by one, during the early 70’s converted to the JW religion right before 1975 (once again EX-JW’s here will know the significance)
In a small way I think my ********* was controlled and stunted a little. I got the same “be a good little JW” from all 4 corners growing up. Every time I went to my uncle or aunt it was the same song. Even more so because before they came into the "truth" they were in DC doing everything that poor ghetto people do. Sell *****
I squandered my youth trying to live up to all the expectations of this cult all for making my ****** so “proud of me” and, in a way, I paid dearly for it. No whining, no excuses from me now though. I want to start living. But I don’t want to dissociate myself until 24.
This girl is interested in me or I believe, at least somewhat interested in me. She goes out of her way to talk to me and is giving me serious IOI's. If the opportunity is there for something more I will step this time ... I hope I dont screw it up
To pile it on we have advanced quite far in this subculture. I have made attendant (a position that is almost always reserved for Ministerial Servants or Elders in the Kingdom Halls) because of acting all SUPER GOODY BOY at the KH. She has made it on the TMS and pioneering.
Basically, we CAN'T AFFORD to mess up and get caught AT ALL. We will lose our families and get shunned if we get busted.
My friend that works with me suggested a hotel for the night (paid with cash of course) … might be a good idea. There are A LOT of good hotels in Downtown LA that I can get for the night. In this case price is no option (within reason) no matter what the suggestion. What do you guys/girls here think?
My ******, one by one, during the early 70’s converted to the JW religion right before 1975 (once again EX-JW’s here will know the significance)
In a small way I think my ********* was controlled and stunted a little. I got the same “be a good little JW” from all 4 corners growing up. Every time I went to my uncle or aunt it was the same song. Even more so because before they came into the "truth" they were in DC doing everything that poor ghetto people do. Sell *****
I squandered my youth trying to live up to all the expectations of this cult all for making my ****** so “proud of me” and, in a way, I paid dearly for it. No whining, no excuses from me now though. I want to start living. But I don’t want to dissociate myself until 24.
This girl is interested in me or I believe, at least somewhat interested in me. She goes out of her way to talk to me and is giving me serious IOI's. If the opportunity is there for something more I will step this time ... I hope I dont screw it up
To pile it on we have advanced quite far in this subculture. I have made attendant (a position that is almost always reserved for Ministerial Servants or Elders in the Kingdom Halls) because of acting all SUPER GOODY BOY at the KH. She has made it on the TMS and pioneering.
Basically, we CAN'T AFFORD to mess up and get caught AT ALL. We will lose our families and get shunned if we get busted.
My friend that works with me suggested a hotel for the night (paid with cash of course) … might be a good idea. There are A LOT of good hotels in Downtown LA that I can get for the night. In this case price is no option (within reason) no matter what the suggestion. What do you guys/girls here think?
