I really hope it is being sabotaged from the future. That would mean, in some way the thing works. I need something extraordinary in the world like this to happen.
I need this to be true.
To my knowledge, I've never seen a UFO or an Alien.
Ghosts, any higher power or indeed God have never appeared before me to show me the way or just to scare the shit out of me.
I'm so used to and bored of all the things in the world I know for a fact, like the birth of a new life, the rising of the sun, the view from earth into space on a clear night. The way we've built up a civilisation from nothing, that planes and helicopters fly, how a microwave works, that we have those little water drains in our ears. Mathematics and languages. The fact that every single living creature is completely different. That 10 years ago, I didn't know what the internet was. That about 15 years ago, hardly anyone had mobile phones. The Pyramids, the moon, mars. All these things bore me to death. There's so much more to mention, but I'm too bored to.
The only solution is the final revelation that Aliens, ghosts, God and time travel does indeed exist for a fact.
Then when I'm bored of all that, I'll turn my attention to another great mystery of life... the biggest secret of them all. But by then it won't matter because freeones would have automatically signed me out before I can find the solution, lose all my collected data and break my moral and fortitude to such a degree that the finished result will only be half the quality of the original posting.