i write this for no one. i write this for myself and for all to read but for nobody to agree or disagree with.
i am an american. i am a lover. i am a thinker. i think im a lover. im a genius in my world. im a fool in most others. im a realist. im a poser. im a giver. im a taker. regardless of what i am, im still a consumer. im a trend setter, im a follower, im whatever you want me to be as long as im accepted for who i am as an individual. i live. i die. i spend every meaningless day just as the previous and yet they are all precious and special to me in their own horribly familiar way. i eat and *****, and yet complain about everything imaginable under the sun. i feel poor, i feel tied down, i feel burdened by the same bills everyone else is plagued with. i am able to entertain and feed myself daily, i am single, and i take for granted every modern day commendity just as everyone to my left and right do. i sweat, i *****, and i do both at the same time only if im getting paid overtime. im your best friend, im your enemy, im the guy next to you and im a total stranger. ive been there. ive done that. im new, and i dont know what to do. i drive, i fly, i communicate with scores of country's within the same hour, and i cant drag myself off the couch. i work, i play, i call what i do for play work. i *****, i ******, and i stare down my nose at everyone i see in support groups because they cant handle the life we all live. i go to church, and i steal to eat. i have, and i want, i need, and i greed. i smile, i laugh, i ****, and i hit the reset button. i am an american, and all i know is i am.............
and worst of all is i touch a keyboard after drinkin a 12 rack......
if i just ****** 3 minutes of your life, sorry yall, but at the moment it all felt so profound flowin out!
i am an american. i am a lover. i am a thinker. i think im a lover. im a genius in my world. im a fool in most others. im a realist. im a poser. im a giver. im a taker. regardless of what i am, im still a consumer. im a trend setter, im a follower, im whatever you want me to be as long as im accepted for who i am as an individual. i live. i die. i spend every meaningless day just as the previous and yet they are all precious and special to me in their own horribly familiar way. i eat and *****, and yet complain about everything imaginable under the sun. i feel poor, i feel tied down, i feel burdened by the same bills everyone else is plagued with. i am able to entertain and feed myself daily, i am single, and i take for granted every modern day commendity just as everyone to my left and right do. i sweat, i *****, and i do both at the same time only if im getting paid overtime. im your best friend, im your enemy, im the guy next to you and im a total stranger. ive been there. ive done that. im new, and i dont know what to do. i drive, i fly, i communicate with scores of country's within the same hour, and i cant drag myself off the couch. i work, i play, i call what i do for play work. i *****, i ******, and i stare down my nose at everyone i see in support groups because they cant handle the life we all live. i go to church, and i steal to eat. i have, and i want, i need, and i greed. i smile, i laugh, i ****, and i hit the reset button. i am an american, and all i know is i am.............
and worst of all is i touch a keyboard after drinkin a 12 rack......
if i just ****** 3 minutes of your life, sorry yall, but at the moment it all felt so profound flowin out!
