Hi everybody,
I'd like to get your take on something. I'm new to the board. That's because I just found it two days ago when my girlfriend left for a 14-day business trip to asia.
Well, in a way I was looking forward to that. I live with her and don't have much time for myself. I guess I wanted to watch some porn again for a longer span of time. Our sex life is quite okay, I can't say she doesn't satisfy me. But still I was looking forward to watch porn and jerk off to that.
First question: Is that a normal feeling? Or has to be something wrong with my relationship anyway?
While looking for good porn and paying an entrance fee for two great sites I kept looking for specific actresses. During the last two days I spend every minute I could afford looking for and watching porn. Maybe that's what I miss from being a single man. After orgasm I feel kind of bad because I feel like I betrayed my girlfriend. And I feel even worse when I say that my sexual appetite is actually at its highest point in the last two years now. I feel absolutely terrible when I think that the next few days will be absolutely fantastic because she is not here and I can watch as much porn as I like.
Second question: Do I have to do something about that? I really love her. I don't want to leave her at all. But I also can't talk with her about it. I know she finds it disgusting.
I hope this is the right board for a question like this.
Thanks for answering.
I'd like to get your take on something. I'm new to the board. That's because I just found it two days ago when my girlfriend left for a 14-day business trip to asia.
Well, in a way I was looking forward to that. I live with her and don't have much time for myself. I guess I wanted to watch some porn again for a longer span of time. Our sex life is quite okay, I can't say she doesn't satisfy me. But still I was looking forward to watch porn and jerk off to that.
First question: Is that a normal feeling? Or has to be something wrong with my relationship anyway?
While looking for good porn and paying an entrance fee for two great sites I kept looking for specific actresses. During the last two days I spend every minute I could afford looking for and watching porn. Maybe that's what I miss from being a single man. After orgasm I feel kind of bad because I feel like I betrayed my girlfriend. And I feel even worse when I say that my sexual appetite is actually at its highest point in the last two years now. I feel absolutely terrible when I think that the next few days will be absolutely fantastic because she is not here and I can watch as much porn as I like.
Second question: Do I have to do something about that? I really love her. I don't want to leave her at all. But I also can't talk with her about it. I know she finds it disgusting.
I hope this is the right board for a question like this.
Thanks for answering.
