Do I get jealous of male performers because they get to have sex more often than I do? Definitely.
Am I envious that I have
to pay to get a little lovin' from girls as hot as they
get paid to boink? Definitely.
Could I do their job? Definitely not.
Would I do their job if I had the natural gifts and the opportunity.....? I'm not sure I would.
As others (who know better than me) have already put it, better than I can, I would not be able to perform sex for the sake of what
looks good rather than what feels good. I doubt I'd enjoy fucking while the director barks at me harder, faster, turn this way a little and so on. It would distress me not doing what feels good for me or what feels good for
her but just what I'm told to. Having to go on for far longer that it would feel natural to blow is one thing, but I think the sudden nature of "let's get the popshot now" would be even trickier after so long putting yourself off. Can you imagine, with the training that the guys put themselves through to not cum throughout screwing a hot girl for 20-30 minutes, the kind of places they have to go to in order to suddenly be able to get off? I really don't want to think about it.
I would be afraid to have that much stress in too many scenes, it could get to me and I could not enjoy sex privately.
To me, sex is something I want to have privately, and especially not orchestrated by people standing around
Bingo bango.
Also, it changes you. I completely understand the inability of porn performers to settle down except those that marry within the industry. Imagine your last sex was 45 minutes shooting with a Bonnie Rotten for instance, all dirty talking sloppy deep throating, furious anal with squirting, the works. After that, can you imagine the next time you see your girlfriend, your regular normal girl that you're trying to date... imagine trying to make love like a normal person?? She's not going to want you to smash her brains out for 30 minutes non-stop, she doesn't want your spunk in her eye, and she certainly won't be as tolerant as Ms Rotten when you try and go ass to mouth.
I dunno. If I got chance to do, like.... a handful of scenes, I'd give it a try. But I wouldn't make a life out of it. Do I think they're lucky? In a way. But I don't dwell on it.