My X was such a slut. She always messed with my mind total mindfuck. Like we would park at night and sometimes slip it up her butt without telling me, so I got confused if I was feeling ass or pussy. Crazy she wouldn't let me fuck her ass when I wanted, and not tell me when she wants it. Like , as if I really wanted my cock up her ass without even knowing? It's not fair. So I got her to give me a wicked blowjob like, a fucking deepthroat likcing balls and eating my ass like it was her best friends pussy type dealie .. only now I haven't had sex in years and all I can think about is Her. It really sucks thinking she's with someone else, when her very words to me were she would do this "Only for you" or ..."only for me" if you shift perspectives
I don't know but if we were still together now, sex would be off the chain like hardcore porno fucking with her friends filming us and everything . SOmetimes in university I thought what if somebody is setting up webcams and spying on us having sex? Like voyeurs or whatever... but I doubt it. Even still I don't get why girls will fuck around on a guy like me, when she knows it would be better to let (One) guy Me fuck her in the ass, then to let a few of her ex-boyfriends fuck her while pretending not to let me know. But, I could taste when she was cheating on me when I go down on her. So I knew it and broke up with her. But I still love her and want to get back together. She was the only girl I ever had sex with! 