I'm sorry but I wouldn't hire you just for that quote. I understand you have a private life, but come on, why would you, you get to fuck hot porn stars all day. I don't know if you're protecting yourself in your "private life." Thats the problem with people in the industry, you have to watch who you fuck on the outside of porn. You catch anything and it could spread beforee your next AIM test. Also, I need you to look at porn as a business. You say you like being in porn, yet you hate the pay? In other words you like fucking, lol. Take your fucking off my set and come back when you have the mentality of being in the "business."
When you put it like that, it doesn't fun like much fun at all.
I like fucking yes, but I mostly like the memory of having done something awesome (sexually). I find that some of my best memories came while making amateur porn (and one of the 2 professional movies). I guess because the scenes were more extreme than my usual.
I'm to be completely honest, perhaps I don't have the right attitude for porn. I am an exhibitionist but not in the sense that I want to do things in public places. I like the idea of a women I'm fucking, turning other people on. I also like gangbangs, 3somes and other more intense things that mainstream women are not into. Now, the girls I see do sometimes do this stuff with me, but is hard to find other decent looking (and clean participants). Also, it lacks the whole voyeurism aspect I like if it's private.
So yeah, I guess I like making porn for the wrong reasons.