Hi Amanda!
I have read your text about your porn history.
I'm very sad, that you have experienced bad situations.
I like porn movies with nice women, also where women get treated a bit "harder".
But in "real life" I would never hurt a woman! Never!
Maybe, when I watch a porn, I can live out my bad site, my fantasy, I don't know.
But I have always respect for women and I would never slap a women, spit on her or the like.
I do not know, why you read these threads in these porn forums, maybe that only make you angry?
I hope, that you will have a happy life with a man who really loves you!
I'm from Germany and my english is not perfect, so I hope, you understand everything
I just want to tell you, that I like to watch porn sometimes, but I know, that not every girl is happy in this industry and I always have respect for all women and I would never hurt a woman!!!
I wish you all the best!
Bye
Christian from Germany